*Amora* “Knock... knock”. Zac says, cracking the door open and peaking in. “You can come in. I have ... peed in the cup”. I wrinkle my nose and giggle. Zac has read that it’s more accurate to pee in a cup than to try and hit the stick, and as I felt there was less chance of peeing on my hand ... I agreed to that approach. He comes inside, looking very much excited. “So have you dipped the thingy ?” “No ... I was waiting for you”. I can feel my heart hammering, I can’t help being nervous. “Can I do it ?” He looks all excited at the plastic cup. I can’t help giggling. “You want to take the stick and dip it in my urine ?” “Uhm ... I just want to be a part of this ... all of it”. He grins a bit awkwardly. “But okay, you better do it”. “No worries Zac, you are very much a part

