Jeremy POV
My smile melts immediately when Derek and Lexie leave the hospital. Glory be to God, my mum is already asleep.
It would give me enough time to think about what i just did. Did I just try to hurt my sister, someone who i love so much not to think of the fact that she is pregnant.
What I'd I had held her neck and not her arms. Guilt soaks my heart making it hard for me to breathe, to think.
My chest becomes tight and all I can see is all I can try to do is to kill someone, to get blood on my hands, to smell blood.
Not that I am a vampire or anything but I usually get this tendency to feel okay only if I smell blood.
It started when I kept on smelling the dead bodies in my father's car, at first it was disgusting and all that and I wanted to erase the memory of the corpse fr
