she was mostly alone because she preferred it. one such day when she was all alone in her room she had the idea of 'getting closer to the sky' as she called it. She took out a notebook and wrote down what she understood. She went out and announced her plan, her grandparents had always been very supportive of her, her grandparents were amused by the little bundle of adventure known to them as their grand daughter. she told them she wanted to get as close to the sky as she possibly could, and they approved. So she spent the next days planning each and every thing very closely. she started cycling more to gain stamina, which she did already have a lot of. she lived in the age of cellphones and pictures, but she never did take pictures of the sky. she said she liked to witness the sky with her own eyes every time, and find a newer more prettier version. her parents came around sometimes, but she never felt alone or discouraged by the fact that her parents weren't the best in the world. she had always been taught to make herself the core of her own happiness. she loved her parents even though they were of no good to her. she never expected anything from anyone as she was taught that expectations hurt. she was cheery and full of life as much as she was suicidal.