You know me better than anyone he said, yeah right, I do know him. Everything in his life, every event that has happened in his past I know all of it. I know everything yet I don’t understand what is happening to him. There’s no way he’s not thinking of something, he lost weight and can’t sleep. I’m sure he’s been smoking the whole time; I should have forced him to live with me so I can monitor him. What is it that he can’t tell me, he’s open to me but why did he have to hide something from me? Am I that untrustworthy, do I bother him too much? Do I get in his way? I can’t stop overthinking; I know I shouldn’t but can you blame me? I’m so worried about him that I can’t think straight, I don’t know if I’m getting tired because of work or because I’ve been trying to figure out Dristan’s mood
