(Scarlette)
I was still sitting here on the couch at the living room and currently thinking about my daily choices and decisions in life. I hate to admit that Nicholas' words entered my brain and now it was circling around like playing in a merry go round. He can straightly said that feelings cannot be controlled, but how in the Earth did not know how to notice one? I am very much certain that until now, if I would not tell the exact words of confession with my own lips, he will never know that I really like him. Well, I always confessed to him when we were kids so I guess he must be thinking that I was just playing around.
He is my first love, I would never be ashamed to announce that to everyone, and for the record, he is not that cold when he was young. He was such a cute little boy
