Here I am without you holding back that stink in my chest and eyes from ruining my night.
That painful groining in my belly, crying that you should come back tonight.
I’ve been missing you. I want to be in your arms. Holding me tight and squeezing me to fall asleep
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Why can’t you see? See that I need you. I need you by me, with me, for me and not against me.
Why are you this blind? Blind not to see, that I need you by me, for me and not against me.
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I thought I’d never let a man hurt me but you made me feel weak, helpless and broken. You shattered all my soul.
And now I’m left hopeless, not knowing when you’d return to heal the wounds you left open.
I hoped this feeling was not love. So, that I can easily get out of it and move on. But it hurts to know you’re not here to tease m
