Some people tell you they knew everything had changed after a major incident occurred or in the build-up to that particular incident, that there were tell tale signs that the incident would occur.
I try time and time again to stretch my brain everything I try to think of when things changed. Where are there signs? Did I know? Had I a clue? Could I have acted differently if I had known.
The answer to all those questions remains a resounding no.
How in my eight year old mind would I have guessed that my father would walk out on us, that my mother would commit suicide that my abuela would get arrested for selling arepas without a permit on the exact day we had buried my mother?
That I would get a letter telling me in detail of my father's betrayal whilst I had lingering hopes that he wo
