"Dearest Matteo, if you are reading this letter now it means that I have done it, I have commited suicide and succeeded, now you are reading this and am dead and you are wondering why?, I don't have all the answers but one thing I can tell is that I love you and Andrea more than anything else in the world and I hope that oneday both of you will be able to forgive me for what I have done and learn to live it"
The tears fell down my eyes, she really did this to us, she alone caused us this grief, she made that choice to die and leave us orphaned
"This is the worst thing I've ever done."
The letter went on.
"I killed myself not just because your father left me but because of the situations that were unlivable that he left me in. Matteo your father is in the Dominican Republic he lives h
