Theron woke with his hand clenched around nothing.
His body surged upright before his mind caught up, breath tearing into his lungs as if he’d been dragged from deep water. For a heartbeat, the world was only sensation heat beneath his skin, a sharp ache in his chest, a pull so sudden and violent it stole the air from him.
Light flared behind his eyes.
He pressed his palm flat against his sternum, fingers digging into muscle and bone as if he could physically hold himself together. His heart was racing, not with fear, but recognition ancient, instinctual, undeniable.
“No,” he whispered into the quiet of his chambers.
The room was still dark, the hour before dawn when the palace slept and the world held its breath. Moonlight spilled through tall arched windows, silvering the stone floor, catching on the edge of the carved pillars. Everything was exactly as it should be.
Except him.
The pull came again stronger this time. Not pain. Not pleasure.
Awareness.
His magic stirred, long dormant, unfurling like a creature stretching after years of confinement. Power hummed beneath his skin, restless and sharp, reacting to something far beyond these walls.
Someone.
Theron swung his legs over the edge of the bed and stood, bare feet hitting cold stone. The chill barely registered. His entire focus had narrowed to the steady, relentless tug deep in his chest, a compass needle snapping violently into place after years of spinning uselessly.
It couldn’t be.
He’d felt nothing at eighteen. Nothing at nineteen. Or twenty. Or any year after.
Fae found their mates at maturity. That was law. That was biology. That was fate.
And when he hadn’t felt the bond awaken on his eighteenth name day, the court had whispered. His advisors had grown cautious. His mother had gone quiet in a way that hurt more than disappointment ever could.
So he’d accepted it.
Some fae didn’t have mates. Kings especially history was full of them. Rulers bound to duty instead of destiny. He had told himself it was better that way. Cleaner. Safer.
Easier to rule without a heart tied to someone else’s survival.
Easier not to want.
The pull tightened.
Theron staggered slightly, one hand bracing against a pillar as his magic surged again, bright and wild, flaring outward like it was reaching searching.
His breath came slower now, deeper. Controlled. He had learned control young. Had needed it.
But this this cracked something open.
“She’s alive,” he murmured.
The words tasted like truth.
The bond slammed into place.
Not fully formed but unmistakable. A thread, thin but unbreakable, stretching across realms and years and lies told in the name of protection. It wasn’t the overwhelming flood poets wrote about. It wasn’t consuming.
It was worse.
It was quiet certainty.
She existed.
And she had just awakened.
Theron straightened slowly, every sense on fire. He closed his eyes and let himself feel not search, not reach, just feel.
There. A flicker. Untrained. Raw. Brilliant in a way that made his chest ache.
Eastern magic.
His jaw tightened.
The East had fallen when he was six years old, its royal line wiped out in blood and fire, its lands fractured, its survivors scattered or slain. He remembered the smoke. The screams. His father’s grim silence when the news reached the West.
He remembered being told that the Eastern light was gone forever.
But light could be hidden.
Shielded.
Protected.
Theron opened his eyes.
For the first time in years, his reflection in the tall mirror across the room looked unsettled. Dark hair fell loose around his face, shadowing sharp cheekbones and eyes that now glowed faintly with silver magic. There was a crease between his brows that hadn’t been there when he’d gone to bed.
“I felt nothing,” he said quietly, to the empty room. “For six years.”
That was what haunted him most.
If she had lived all this time if she had breathed and laughed and grown how had he not known?
The answer came unbidden.
Because someone had gone to extraordinary lengths to hide her.
To hide them.
A knock sounded at the chamber door, sharp and precise.
“Your Majesty?”
Lysander.
Theron didn’t turn. “Come in.”
The door opened softly. His right hand stepped inside, already dressed, posture alert despite the early hour. He took one look at Theron and stilled.
“You felt it,” Lysander said.
It wasn’t a question.
Theron nodded once.
Silence stretched between them, heavy with implication. Lysander had been with him since the war’s aftermath, had watched him grow from grieving boy to reluctant king. He was one of the few who knew how deeply the bond or lack of one had weighed on him.
“She’s alive,” Theron said finally.
Lysander exhaled slowly. “So the rumors were true.”
Theron turned sharply. “What rumors?”
Lysander hesitated, then chose honesty. “That something survived the East. That magic had been sealed, not extinguished.”
Theron laughed softly, humorless. “Everyone told me it was impossible.”
“Yes,” Lysander said. “But no one wanted to hope.”
Theron looked back toward the window, toward the faint glow of dawn beginning to bleed into the sky. Somewhere beyond that horizon beyond the mortal realm, beyond veils and lies she was there.
His mate.
He tried to imagine her and failed. The bond didn’t give him her face, her name, her voice. Only sensation.
Fear. Confusion. Power flaring wildly without direction.
“She’s young,” he said.
Lysander raised a brow. “You feel that?”
Theron nodded. “Untrained. Just awakened. She doesn’t understand what’s happening.”
Something twisted low in his chest.
He had spent six years telling himself he didn’t need this. That wanting something he could never have was weakness.
Now the idea that she was out there alone, terrified made his hands curl into fists.
“I should go to her,” he said quietly.
Lysander didn’t argue. That surprised him.
Instead, Lysander said, “You can’t.”
Theron turned, eyes flashing. “Watch me.”
“You are king,” Lysander said evenly. “And whoever she is, she has been hidden for a reason. If you cross realms now if the bond flares unchecked you will draw attention. Not just from allies.”
Theron knew what he meant.
Vampires.
Ancient ones.
Creatures that hunted power like starving animals.
“She will be a beacon,” Theron said.
“Yes,” Lysander replied. “And you walking into the mortal realm as her mate will light the sky.”
Theron closed his eyes.
Duty reared its head, cold and familiar. The crown had demanded sacrifice before. It had taken his childhood. His father. His illusions.
Now it demanded restraint.
“What do I do?” he asked.
Lysander softened. “You wait. You watch. You prepare.”
Theron opened his eyes again, gaze distant but resolute.
“I’ve waited six years,” he said. “I can wait a little longer.”
But the yearning the quiet, relentless ache did not fade.
If anything, it deepened.
Because now he knew he wasn’t broken.
He wasn’t empty.
He had simply been waiting for her to wake up.
And when the time came when the worlds finally collided he would cross fire and shadow alike to reach her.
Mate or not.
King or not.
Because some bonds, once found, refused to be denied.