(Elara’s POV)
The candle burned low, smoke curling into the rafters like a dying breath. I hadn’t moved since the words on the diary had faded, as though blinking would erase the proof that they had ever existed. My fingers still hovered inches above the page, trembling, aching to touch, but terrified of what might happen if I did.
The Blackwoods always know more than they say. Don’t trust him.
Lucien Blackwood.
My pulse still tripped over itself at the thought of his gaze, heavy as a storm, and the sight of him walking alone across the courtyard. Was it a coincidence the diary warned me of him mere minutes later? Or had it been… watching?
The rational part of my mind hissed at me to slam the book shut, lock it away, and never think about it again. But the other part—the reckless, curious, bone-deep part of me—reached forward anyway.
The pages were warm.
By morning, exhaustion clung to me like fog. My eyes burned from lack of sleep, but there was no time for weakness at Ravenswood. Students streamed through the corridors with military precision, polished shoes echoing against the stone, uniforms sharp as blades.
I dragged myself to the dining hall, Mara in tow, already launching into her morning gossip.
“Professor Ashcroft is hungover again,” she whispered as we slid onto the bench. “He thinks no one notices, but he reeks of brandy before breakfast. Oh, and apparently, Dorian Hargrave—” she waggled her brows toward the blond boy across the room “—is already placing bets on how long you’ll last here.”
I stabbed my toast viciously. “Delightful.”
“Don’t take it personally. Dorian’s an ass to everyone.” She leaned closer, lowering her voice. “Though, you should watch your back. He has a thing for making ‘outsiders’ crack.”
I bit down on the toast with more force than necessary, trying to ignore the way Dorian’s smirk curled when our eyes met across the room. He tapped his glass lazily with a spoon, like he was already toasting my downfall.
Before Mara could launch into another scandal, the room fell silent.
Lucien Blackwood had entered.
He didn’t stride. He glided. Every movement measured, effortless, like gravity itself bent slightly in his favor. His uniform was immaculate, his dark coat fitted perfectly to his shoulders, a glint of silver at his hand where the ring caught the morning light.
And the silence—God, the silence followed him. Students bent their heads a little lower. Conversations trailed off, breaths caught. Even Dorian’s smirk faltered.
Lucien moved to the far end of the hall and sat alone, as if the long stretch of empty wood between him and the rest of us was deliberate—a kingdom with one ruler.
My hand trembled around my teacup, and I hated myself for it.
The Blackwoods always know more than they say.
I tore my eyes away, heart pounding. But the weight of his presence lingered, pressing against me no matter how far down the table he sat.
The day was relentless. History of Ravenswood before dawn, literature after, Latin that made my brain twist itself into knots. Every professor’s eyes seemed to linger on me longer than necessary, like they were measuring me against some invisible yardstick.
By mid-afternoon, I was half-dead with exhaustion. Mara tugged me into the library for study hour, her arms loaded with books. The library was cathedral-like—arches of dark wood, ladders climbing toward the heavens, thousands of volumes breathing dust and secrets. Candlelight flickered over marble busts, their blank stares watching silently.
“This,” Mara whispered reverently, “is the only place worth suffering through this school for.”
I managed a smile, though my eyes kept drifting. Toward the corner.
He was there. Of course he was.
Lucien sat in a patch of dim light near the stained-glass window, a thick tome open before him. His hand rested against his jaw, posture elegant, unreadable. Shadows clung to him like old friends, refusing to let the candlelight touch too much of his face.
My stomach twisted.
It would’ve been easy to ignore him if not for the fact that his gaze—dark, steady—lifted slowly from his book and landed on me.
Pinned.
My throat went dry. Heat crept up my neck. I forced myself to break the stare, fumbling for the nearest book on the shelf as though I’d meant to grab it.
Mara smirked knowingly. “Oh, this is rich.”
“Shut up.” My voice cracked.
She leaned closer. “You’ve been here barely two days, and already the most untouchable boy in Ravenswood is—”
“He’s not—” I started, but her grin only widened.
“—watching you like you’re his next assignment.”
I shoved her shoulder, cheeks burning, but couldn’t bring myself to glance back at him.
Not until I felt it again—that prickling awareness crawling across my skin, the certainty that his gaze hadn’t left me.
By the time I stumbled back to my dorm, night had already wrapped Ravenswood in its black velvet. The sea roared against the cliffs, restless and wild, as if echoing my thoughts.
The diary waited on my desk.
I swore I’d lock it away this time. Swore I wouldn’t give it power over me. But my hands betrayed me, flipping it open with trembling anticipation.
For a long moment, the page remained blank. My breath slowed, chest tight.
Then the ink bled through, curling into letters that burned in the candlelight:
“The walls listen. The eyes follow. Beware the boy who walks alone.”
My pulse slammed against my ribs. I looked toward the window instinctively.
And froze.
Across the courtyard, through the fog, a shadow moved. A tall figure in a long coat, gliding past the lanterns.
Lucien.
Always alone. Always watching.
I backed away from the window, the diary clutched to my chest like a shield. My thoughts churned, fear tangled with something else I refused to name.
Mara’s words rang in my ears. Don’t even think about it.
But the diary knew. Ravenswood knew.
And deep down, I knew too.
Whatever Lucien Blackwood was… he wasn’t safe.
Which only made me want to know more.