He told me the next morning. We were in his kitchen, the elaborate breakfast spread on the island, the city humming below the windows. "I have a conference," he said. "I'll be away. Possibly longer than a week." I reached for a honey butter croissant. "Oh. Where?" "New York." He drank his coffee. Offered nothing more than that. “When are you leaving?” I said. He looked at me. Something in his eyes I couldn’t read. “Today,” he said. "Someone will cover my lectures." I nodded. Took a bite. Looked at the city through the glass. I felt the information land in my chest and said nothing about what it did there. When it was time for me to leave, he kissed me goodbye. It was brief. I noted the tension in his shoulders, in his eyes, and said nothing about it. Roman took me back to campus

