Chapter Eleven -After Dawn
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I wake to sunlight stabbing through my thin curtains. Vicious and uninvited. The kind that doesn't warm you so much as interrogate you.
My head throbs with a pulse of its own, beating behind my eyes while my throat feels scraped raw, and my mouth tastes like I spent the night chewing metal shavings instead of sleeping.
I blink against the glare, wanting to roll over and disappear, but the day has already started without me. Loud, intrusive, completely indifferent to the fact that I went through hell twelve hours ago.
I roll onto my back and stare at the ceiling, trying to convince myself that last night was real. That Adrian's voice actually carved through me. That I actually walked out of his penthouse carrying checks that feel like handcuffs.
I shove the blanket off and sit up slowly, the mattress springs groaning under my weight like they resent being disturbed.
The house is already alive. Voices bleeding through the walls, the kettle whistling its shrill morning anthem, my mother clattering dishes in that rhythmic, anxious way she uses to disguise worry, my father coughing softly like he's trying not to disrupt the morning even though the quiet is long gone.
They will ask how the night went. They did not want me to go at all, despite liking Mia and trusting she wouldn't put me in danger. They will want reassurances I can't give. Expecting the same thin smile I always offer. That practiced one that pretends the world isn't splintering around us.
I don't have the bandwidth to pretend this morning. Not after last night. Not after him.
My phone buzzes on the nightstand. Mia.
Her name flashes bright and hopeful across the screen, painfully out of sync with the heaviness in my chest. I open her messages anyway.
Did everything go okay?
Did he treat you well?
Did you get paid?
My mum is getting surgery. Can you be with me today?
Everything in me clenches under the weight of those questions. Too many of them. Too much innocence woven between the lines. She thinks I spent the night politely keeping a lonely old man company for quick cash. Blissfully unaware of Adrian. Unaware of what he did to me, or what he made me do.
She still believes the world is softer than it is. I silence the phone and stand, my legs sluggish beneath me like I'm wading through mud.
The nightstand feels radioactive as I open the drawer. Two checks stare up at me. Fifteen thousand, five thousand. Ten crisp hundred-dollar bills. All of it looks wrong here. Obscene. Like someone dropped a fortune onto a child's dollhouse table.
Morning light catches the edges of the checks, making them glow like an accusation. Hope on paper and ruin masquerading as rescue. Zeroes that could save a life or destroy one with equal ease.
I shut the drawer before the numbers can crawl up my throat and choke me. None of this money is free. None of it is clean.
My father's debt curls like smoke in the back of my throat. I can still hear the sound of his ribs cracking that night. The way he hunched over and gasped. The way my mother screamed his name.
I remember stepping in front of him, shaking and furious and terrified, and telling those men, "You deal with me now. Only me. If you touch him again, I'll burn your world down."
They laughed. But they listened. I close the drawer and head to the bathroom.
Cold water on my face. I let it drip down my neck, trying to anchor myself. The mirror reflects a version of me that barely survived the night. Eyes rimmed red, lips cracked, hair tangled from restless sleep and nightmares I refuse to unpack. A ghost wearing yesterday's decisions.
I know I'll have to invent a version of last night I can survive telling. A version where nothing cracked open. Where Adrian Vale didn't peel me apart with nothing but his voice. A version without him entirely.
Before I can lift the towel, my phone buzzes again.
Unknown number. My stomach tightens because I already know who it is before I swipe.
Where is the payment? You're nearly out of time. We're coming for your dad very soon.
The debtors. Their timing is impeccable in the worst possible way, always knowing when to press, when fear tastes sharpest. I stare at the message as my jaw clenches hard enough for pain to radiate up my temples.
I text back before fear can stop me.
I'm working on it. You'll get it.
Their reply comes instantly. Three dots pulsing like a heartbeat before the message lands.
We don't want promises. We want the money. You have until next Tuesday. No extensions.
Tuesday. Less than ten days to come up with the rest of the half a million dollars. A brittle laugh scratches at my throat, nearly hysterical, because as if money materializes out of thin air, as if they didn't watch me scramble for months, as if every door I knocked on hadn't slammed shut.
I drop my phone onto the sink and grip the counter as the room tilts under me.
My father's debt. Mia's mother's surgery. The checks. Adrian's face. Adrian's voice. The way his check sits in my drawer like a bruise I can't stop touching.
I take a breath. Then another. I wipe my face, square my shoulders, lift my chin. I don't have the luxury of collapsing. Not today.
Back in my room I dress quickly. Jeans, an old sweater, shoes with scuffed toes. Nothing glamorous. Just armor made of worn cotton and stubborn resolve.
My phone buzzes again.
This time it's a message that freezes the air around me.
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