-This has not been edited yet.- "Mila, baby. Do you want to come with me to Chloe's to help look for Julian?" All I could get my body to do was look at her. I need to stop sulking and get out there and help look for him because I know he would be doing everything he could to find me. I had to scream at every muscle in my body to move before they finally gave in and listened. Once I was standing, I walked towards Emma lightly squeezed her hand before walking, passed her out of my bedroom. My body continues to move, and before I realize it, I'm standing in front of the car's passenger-side door. I keep zoning in and out that I didn't even remember going down the stairs; it's like my body moves on autopilot. "We're going to find him, Mila, I promise." I just continued looking out the windo

