Ryan POV
I'm up and ready to do something new today. Yesterday I went to therapy ready to get an hour of mental sparring with the girl I can't get out of my head. Instead I found out that she wouldn't be my therapist. That's disappointing in the sense that I've seen her work with other patients and I know she's more of a ball buster than Jane. I've been thinking that maybe I need that. On the other hand, at least my dirty thoughts about her won't cross the patient/
therapist boundary. I can imagine bending her over any surface I want without feeling like a complete pervert.
Things are also looking up a little in the s****l release area. The thoughts about Ana flooding my head have seemed to wake up my d**k again. It went from declining every invite to join the party to rising to the occ
