Behind those Love

To escape and to lie

Chapter 2

Dama ko ang bawat hampas ng alon sa karagatan I felt little nervous as I look to the water the waves are so wild malalakas ang alon at halos lahat kami ay nababasa ng tubing dagat. This boat just made of woods kaya doble ang ang nervous kung nararamdaman. ayuko ko pang mamatay.

Alas nwebe pa lang ng umaga ngunit ang araw ay masyado ng mahapdi sa balat Buti nalang ay naka hoodie ako kay hita ko lang na iinitan. I look at the island ng malapit na kami kita ko ang kaboohan nito and I was amaze by that pahaba ito at may munting bulubundokin sa kalayuan, the sand powdery white I also saw a white house at the seashore kuha nito ang pansin ko napaka gandang pag masdan at pakiramdam ko ay napaka tahimik nito.

Ng maka daong agad akong bumaba saka inabot ang bayad hinubad ko narin ang aking tsinelas. I want to feel the sand it feels like they calling me. Agad akong nag lakad patungo sa banda kung saan ko nakita ang puting bahay habang nag lalakad ay hindi ko maiwasang hindi mamangha sa isla. Napa tingin ako sa grupo ng mga bahay habang nag lalakad patungo sa puting bahay may manga lalaking nakatayo sa Isang kulay blue green na bahay sa tingin ko ay mag kakaibigan sila nasa Lima or anim iyon. Not bad kasi lahat sila may matitipuong katawan and tan colored skin siguro sa kakaligo sa dagat.

Sa di kalayuan ng may manga naka tambay na lalaki ay may nakita akong isang ginang naka uniporme itong pang katulong at nag wawalis nag lakad ako patungo sa ginang, she stop from what she doing and watch me as I take my step to go near her and she looks curious as I stop Infront of her.

“Pwede po bang mag tanong? Anong pangalan ba ng lugar na ito?” I asked

She clear her throat “Barangay Rawis madam unang barangay ito ng Isla de Miguel.”

“oh I see... May alam ka ba kung saan pwedeng mag stay here since I want a vacation.” and while I was talking to the woman I heard a laugh from the other side siguro iyong grupo ng mga lalaki, and I don't care.

“Sa kabila po nitong mabahay may isa po diyan na beach resort ang pangalan po ay Blue island.. simple nga lang madam.” she said sabay turo sakin ng daanan papunta sa Blue island.

“Its okay as long as I can sleep there.” Saad ko sabay lakad sa tinurong daanan and I thank her.

Hila ko ang dalawang maleta ay tinungo ko ang landas patungo sa blue island may mga ibat ibang kulay ito ng mga flag and I was amaze by the view it was so relaxing.

It's not a luxurious beach it's really simple may mga cottage sa dalampasigan may manga nakikita akong mga couple sa bawat cottage na nakikita ko sa hindi kalayuan ay nakita ko ang puting bahay napaka ganda nitong tingnan tinitigan ko ito ng mabuti na parang sinasaulo ang bawat hugis ng pader hanggang sa may lumabas na lalaki he was topless and just wearing a khaki short at naka pamaywang ang isang kamay and the other hand are holding a bottle of wine at maya maya ay nilagok iyon. Not bad I bet I like him his masculine body I want to taste it badly.

Hindi ko na malayan na ilang minuto na pala akong nakatayo sa daanan hanggang sa may lumapit saakin a young lady smiled at me ang pantay nyang ngipin at mapuputi ang agad na kumuha sa akin ng pansin she's tall and morena her body are perfect para itong modelo.

“Can I help you? Are you lose?”she stared at me

I stared at her eyes saka napangiwi saka binalik ang tingin sa puting bahay ngunit wala na doon ang lalaki. Binalingan ko ulit ng tingin ang babae para itong nag hihintay ng sagot mula saakin.

“I'd like to stay here for a vacation can you find me a room since it's looks like you are employee of this beach.” saad ko sabay cross arm at taas ng aking kilay.

“Of course madam this way po.” she smiled and she lead the way agad naman akong sumunod at hila ang dalawang maleta ko. Ng makapasok sa maliit na office ay agad nya binigay sakin ang susi at may tinawagan sa selpon I think it's her assistant and she's the owner of the beach. I shrugged.

“Madam I need your information for the safety of our beach and to secure you.. madam.” she said and she gave me a form and a pen. The f**k that I need to reveal my identity.

I write my fake name and fake address I don't want my father to find me I want a peaceful life for the meantime. Just for now.

“So you are Miss Avie Calderon? My mother surname are Calderon too.” she said and smile at me like we're a close friend.

“Oh really.. nice to hear that miss.” Saad ko na parang wala lang

“My name is Fay Calderon Luistro but just call me Fay.” pag papakilala nya sabay lahad ng kamay I don't want to be rude so I accept her hand.

“So Fay where's my room I badly want to rest now.. and I kinda feel starving saan ba ang restaurant dito or kainan kung walang restaurant.” I asked. As I feel my stomach are aching again.

“Am... Wala kaming restaurant dito pero we do serving our guest naman which is dinadala ng mga tauhan ko ang pagkain ng guest sa kanilang cabin.”

I nodded at napa kunot noo. Meron palang ganto. “I'd like to eat chicken curry for my lunch and a coke.” Saad ko.

She nodded at me saka kinawayan ang nasa likod ko at tinawag “Raz, pwede samahan mo itong bagong guest natin sa kanyang cabin, it's cabin 3 yung malapit banda sainyo.”

“Just Rem, Miss Fay.” the man behind me. That baritone voice looks so familiar to my ear. What if the heck?!

Fay chuckle saka napa kagat sa ballpen na hawak nya. Bakit parang ng aakit. The man showed up Infront of me at napa gilid si Fay sa ginawa ng lalaki. Tiningala ko ito and I was shock napa taklob ako ng bibig, its him!? How the f**k it's him? Kita ko ang pag igting ng kanyang panga but I can't see any emotion on his eyes, like he didn't know me like I'm just others.

Agad niyang kinuha ang dala kung maleta at na una ng naglakad habang ako naman ay naka sunod lamang sa likod nya naka titig sa kanyang likod his perfect back his messy hair he was just wearing blue t-shirt with the print Blue Island at the back.

So his working here I thought he's rich.

Tumigil sya sa harap ng Isang cabin and he wait me there dahil sa tagal ko mag lakad I forgot my slippers. Naka kunot noo ito he was staring at me.

“Where is your f*****g slippers ang tagal mo mag lakad damn it.” he said. He left me iniwan nya ang maleta ko sa harap ng pinto ng cabin and I was thankful that he do that ayukong makalapit sakanya para akong napa paso. Ng Hindi ko na sya nakita patakbo kung tinungo ang Cabin saka binuksan ito at agad na pumasok saka sinarado iyon.

I felt relieved I stared at the room it's simple may maliit na lamesa for one person and there's a rose at the top of the table and a small sticky notes. Nilalapitan ko iyon saka binasa “Welcome to blue Island we hope you will enjoy the rest of your stay.” napangiwi ako I assume it was a mysterious letter.

Muli kung iginala ang aking paningin sa kabuohan ng cabin there's a little door tinungo ko iyon and there's a mini kitchen and another door I swear it's a bathroom. I want to go shower kaya pumasok na ako at naligo ilang minuto akong nag stay doon hanggang sa nakarinig ako ng pag bukas ng pinto kaya iginala ko ang aking paningin para mag hanap ng bathrobe pero wala akong nakita so I decide to stay for a minute at narinig ko ang pag sarado ng pinto kaya lumabas na ako wala ako ni Isang saplot at basang basa ako agad kung binuksan ang pinto ng kusina ng matahak ko ang kwarto and then I heard a curse

“f**k!” a baritone voice agad akong napalingon sa pinanggalingan ng boses he was standing at the door. I covered my boobs using my arm.

“What the f**k are you doing here!?" I shout and look at his face. I saw his brown eyes his desire like a fire.

“I bring your food, Miss.” he said. Sabay tingin saakin taas baba

“You are covering your boobs but not your damn pearl, Miss.” aniya na parang nahihiwagaan. Kita ko ang pag silay ng kanyang ngiti.

Ramdam ko ang init saaking pisngi. Unti unti syang lumalapit saakin but before he reach me agad ko ng binuksan ang aking kwarto and I saw my my whole body at the mirror ng maisara ko ang pinto may salamin sa likod ng nito

Narinig ko pa ang pag tawa nya f**k it's addicting I like the way he laughed.

“You should buy a towel or a bathrobe so that you can cover your body, Miss. Walang coke meron naman siguro jan sa refrigerator.” aniya saka tumawa ulit

“f**k off!” sagot ko sabay sapo sa noo

“Okay, Miss. If you need something you can call me or text me.” he said at saka bumukas ang pinto at pag sarado nito.

Damn this man. Nag hanap ako ng damit sa aking luggage at simpling white v-neck t shirt lang ang sinoot ko at isang maong na short saka sinuklay ang mahaba kong buhok saka lumabas ng kwarto, I saw my food there at the small table they really served what I really want my chicken curry and a one cup of rice and there's a sticky notes at the tray.

It say “enjoy your meal, Miss” at sa baba nito ay ang number niya I think. Napa kunot noo ako sa naisip. Is he have a feeling on me? or maybe I'm just assuming.

Ng matapos kumain ay hinanap ko sa kusina ang sinabing refrigerator. But seriously wala naman talaga akong nakitang refrigerator halos halughugin kuna ang boong cabin and I am so f*****g thirsty now buti nalang nakita ko yung Isang basong may tubing katabi ng ng tray kung saan naka lagay ang pagkain ko kanina.

So ginusto nya to? He wants to damn play with me. Nanatili na muna ako sa cabin and I take a nap. Nang magising ay agad Kong hinanap ang aking bag at kinuha ang aking selpon I open it and I saw my father's message I didn't read it I don't want to take another pain in my ass I also saw Dino message

“Baby please comeback home... I won't force you to marry me, just please come back home” I read his message. Not now Dino I don't want to ruined my life yet.

Marami pa akong na received na mga mensahe even my friend Raquel message me but I didn't spend my second to read it. I want to enjoy my life at my age not in my cage.

It was already 4:30 of the afternoon and I want to go out so I change my clothes into a two piece a brown panties and brown bra I want to swimm and to witness the sunset. Pagka labas ko saktong kulay orange na ang boong kalawakan at maraming ibon Ang nag lilipadan sa alapaap. I wish I'm a bird.

Naglakad na papuntang tubing dagat maraming tao and some boy are watching me maybe because ako lang ang naka two piece. Not bad because they all have a masculine body.

Nang maabot ko ang dalampasigan agad na humalik sa aking paa ang tubing dagat pa unti unti ay mas lalo akong lumapit ng nasa beywang kuna ay tumigil na ako at nag stay nalamang sa puwestong iyon the half of my hair are already wet at kitang kita kulay brown kung buhok dahil sa sinag ng papalubog na araw kasalukyan na naka talikod ako sa isla and I heard some whistle at hiyawan ng grupo ng mga lalaki kaya napalingon ako sa pinanggalingan ng hiyawan. I saw a group of man the same I saw when I was walking at the morning.

I also saw a familiar man naka tagilid ito kita ko lang ang kanyang jaw line and his biceps and he's so hot. Tinuro ako ng Isang kasamahan nya kaya inalis ko agad ang attention at muling tinahak ang pag pailalim sa dagat. f**k I don't even know how to swim.

“Avie! Avie!” a voice of man filled my ear and a lips touching mine and he's giving me a lips to lips to survive, I'm not dead yet.

Akmang babangon ako ng hinawakan nito ang magkabila kong balikat.

“No, you can't. You f*****g drowning yourself at the water! are you crazy, Miss?” aniya he's so frustrated at his looks ang magulo nyang buhok ay mas lalong nagulo.

“I– I'm fine.... see I'm not dead yet.” and I rolled my eyes.

“ and you just roll your eyes at me, really? Instead of saying thank you?” aniya

“I didn't ask you to save me!” padabog Kong sabi saka akmang tatayo

“Put me down, Razvan! I'm just wearing a two peace!” palag ko ng kinarga nya ako like I'm his bride.

“better wear my t-shirt, Miss.” he said