Beautiful Goddess

Chapter 11: Her Majesty and The Bear Goddess

(Time skip 1 month later) (How Einar is pronounce I-nar.)

(Some of Inkeri passed memories)

Well its been one month I've been having nightmares again and this time I know why because I finely said the words that I should have never said and that is I remember Einar Frey and his little brother Jacobus Frey. 

(Flashback)

I'm 6 years old and the coven around our pack come and they brought there kids to play with me so when mommy and daddy was in the meeting with them I wasn't alone sitting out side the door of the meeting room. Aunt Natalia help me pick out my clothes for to day since mommy and daddy was in the office and was to busy to put up with me but I'm used to it by now plus I was with them most of the time so they could show me how to rule so when I was to be Queen. Any way don't be sad for me its the life of a werewolf pup. I went down to the first floor to meet with the witches of the coven because I had to be there to meet them but I couldn't be in the meeting which I didn't like and was mad about. Once I was standing with mommy and daddy outside of the castle some black cars started to roll up the driveway. Once the first car stopped a women looking to be 30 got out first then two boys the oldest looked to be 9 while the youngest looked to be 7. That's when everyone looked at and I looked at them I was always told not to back down from a fight even if it cost me my life because I was going to be Queen one day and Queens don't back down from a fight now matter what. 

"Hello Inkeri is nice to see you again but why are you not playing with the other pups of the pack" One of the witches said and before I could answer daddy did for me.

"Inkeri is to be Queen one day and because no one wants to play with her because she is to powerful for them and The Queen to be don't have time to play she has to study hard to be Queen one day or she will never be my child" Daddy said and I was about to just walk away because I was tried of this. 

When I was walking I seen the two boys start to walk with me but I ran because I was going to my spot and I didn't want no one to found out about where I'm at. Once I got to the pond with the waterfall I sit on a rock and looked at the water so I could cry by myself because if you cry in front of someone it shows you are weak and I'm not weak. I just want love from my mommy and my daddy but they don't show me any love like other pups mommy's and daddy's do. After I cried for a few more minutes I jumped in the pond not taking my clothes off because I didn't care at this point. When I come back up I seen the two boys sitting on the ground around my rock. 

"What are you two doing here" I said and they looked shocked to see me. 

"We come here looking for you no one should be treated like that" The oldest boy said 

"Well I'm used to it and if I'm being honest I really don't care what my mommy and daddy say or do they don't care about me anyways so why should I care" I said in a mad tone.

"Look we honest just want to make sure you was ok and your Aunt Natalia told us where to find you so we could play together and get to know each other because we will be seeing a lot of each other do to the fact the meetings are going to start happening 3 times a week now and not 1 time a week" The youngest said this time.

"Look I don't have friends and probably never well so just leave me alone and let me be lonely as everyone else does" I said and then went back under the water and was swimming around underwater but when I come back up they was still here.

"Look we don't want to be friends either but we have to because we only have each other and plus we are in the same boat as you but its just our mother that don't want us" The oldest boy said  

"Ok and I don't care about your life because mine is already been took from be I mean I don't even have a childhood and what you seen to day is only half of what happens to me daily so please just let be the lonely Queen to be when I'm older" I said but Aunt Natalia picked now to show up.

"Look I know for a fact you, Einar, and Jacobus can be best friends but you three have to work together you all are made for greatest" Aunt Natalia said to all three of us. We all three roll our eyes at the same time.

"And why do you say that I mean mommy and daddy won't allow me the future Queen to have friends anyways and you know this Aunt Natalia so why try its pointless plus they don't live in the castle so how would that work because me and you both know that they live with the witches and when the witches and werewolves stop the meetings I will ever see them again" I said 

"She has a point" Einar said 

"Ya she does" Jacobus said 

"Because you three can be there for each other in the future so please try for your selves not me not anyone else but so you all can be there for each other plus you three will meet again in the future when your all older" Aunt Natalia said 

"Fine" Me, Einar, and Jacobus said in unison and we all laughed. 

After that we got to know each other and become the best of friends.

(End Of Flashback) 

After I relived that I sat on my bed and cried for the first time in my life. When I was little from 6 years old to 10 years old Einar and Jacobus was my best friends when they never come back and the coven leader told me that there mother had left with them I knew what happen. After a week of Einar and Jacobus leaving I had my first shift in to my wolf because Einar was in pain and I felt it every day so when I got my wolf I took Einar and Jacobus pain away so I knew what they went through everyday but what I didn't know was that they was being beat by there mother before I had meet them. My father had the witch coven leader come to look at me and she knew what I did that me and Einar are soul mates. The coven leader told my father I shifted do to my mate being in pain and that she couldn't do anything for me. But what the witch coven leader didn't tell my father was who my mate was because I asked her not to. After the witch coven leader told my father what was going on My Father the King decided that I was to go to every pack just to find my mate. Our Kingdom was told that the Princess needed to find her mate that she had shifted earlier then everyone else because someone has hurt my mate which has made me shift earlier then everyone else. For 4 months I went to different packs for a week to find my mate. The last pack I went to my mother and my father come with me to make sure I wasn't lying to them  but its in the past and what happens in the past stays in the past as I say. I still feel bad for having to have to remove my younger sisters memory from my mother and my father but if haven't I wouldn't have had my mother and my fathers love because they took my sisters sickest out on me because I was healthy my whole life but when my sister passed away It got a lot worst then I needed my best friends but I couldn't see them after there mother left with them but I did see there dad and asked about them and he said they are fine and that he will try to bring them by to see me someday but that day didn't come and I got a call that I was needed at a hospital not far from the pack and that I am needed there as soon as I can I ran from the castle that day and got to the hospital in less then 5 minutes. Once I got there I seen my mate and his brother in comas but I stayed by there side and didn't leave till they wake up. After all the memories come back to me I stayed in my room crying till I fall asleep. 

 After I fall into the darkness. 

"Its about damn time you showed up" Raven The Bear Goddess said  

"Sorry the memories got to much so I was in my room crying till I fall asleep" I said back 

"Oh damn I forgot you still remember your one true mate but he don't remember you well anyways here is your charm for your bracelet and get some sleep you need it because this month is only going to get worst I'm so very sorry you remember everything like us Goddesses and Gods" Raven The Bear Goddess said

"Its ok and I know it will only get worst from here because I have time on my hands now but thanks Raven" I said right back before darkness took over and I was left to relive the memories myself.