DAMON "f**k IT!" I groaned as I strode down the hall, my footsteps echoing like gunshots against the marble floors. The whole plan was to be emotionless, not get angry, not show any emotion – just be there for her and then avoid her, because that's my whole f*****g plan. I couldn't try falling in love with her when she's in absolute danger. Loving her makes me weak, it will make me lose her completely. "f**k, I'm not losing anyone. Not her, Damon. Not even a strand of her hair." I said, my chest heaving loudly, my breathing ragged like I'd just run a marathon. The walls around me felt like they were closing in. "But I had ruined it all, allowing my emotions to have control. I have tried bottling it all up for three f*****g days. I was so good at controlling my emotions, but she got s

