Kay Conners POV I was sitting at home bored out of my mind. I had plenty of things running through my mind. I knew I would need to give up the life I had built in London, but something inside of me was always waiting for the other shoe to drop for Jason to tell me it was all a joke he just wanted to take my son away from me. I was so scared of the what if's that I can't just give up everything when nothing is guaranteed. Jason had been so unpredictable lately I don't know what to take at face value anymore. Yes I've agreed to give another chance but in this time he hasn't proved to me that his changed that he actually loves me. I know I'll never really know if he loves me it's not like I can... I for distracted from my thoughts when I saw a, picture of Jason and I on the TV I immediatel

