Seyi's pov What did I just do? I said as i looked up to him. It was like the spirit that possessed me sudden left and I could finally think. I got no answer from Ray but more of a look. He was definitely worried. Did I just single-handedly destroy the best thing that has ever happened to me? My head was all over the place,all I could see was her face. Her face was filled with hurt. I can't believe I did that. I hurt her first. It dawned on me. I hurt her even before they had the chance to. I'm supposed to be protecting her damit!! Now she's all alone with this mess to deal with. What was I thinking? She chose to stay with me even after seeing just how bad things were and what did I do? I pushed her away. I pushed away the only girl I have ever truly loved. s**t! s**t! s**
