Unconditional LOVE

chapter 20

I don't know when I slept after crying so much, but due to sounds of thunderstorm I wake up & see that my window was open as I about close the window I saw Aranav seating in his car & he is stearing at me. For a second I'm shocked he left from my home around 10 pm but why the hell he is seating in car???? Aranav why are you making things so difficult for both of us???? I'm not suitable for you, why can't you understand I'm not ready to accept any relationship. Already I had gone through so much that I don't trust my self or any one. No one loves me, I mean to say, no one loves the way some person want to spend his entire life with me & I know after some time you also realized that, you also left me broken just like he left me.... But this time I don't have strength for that sorry Aranav but I can't accept your love.

After coming back from my thoughts I closed the window & go down stairs. I go near the parking area where Aranav was seating in his car. I asked him why he is not go to his home?? There is heavy rain & thunderstorm so I asked him to come home with me. I can't see him seating in the car and that too in cold weather. He left the car & now we both are going in same umbrella towards my building. We enterd in my home, due to heavy rain we both are drainch a little bit, so I gave him a my papaas T-shirt & sweatpants. While he was changing I made turmeric milk for him so that he can't catch any cold. I gave him the glass he drank the same. I asked him to sleep in Aai-pappa rooms but he said that he's comfertable in sofa. So he slept in sofa & I went to my room it's 3 in the morning. I tried to sleep very hard but I can't sleep I don't know why but I can't stop thinking about Aranav how can he love me??? tomorrow morning I'll tell him that is not possible so he can find someone who is more suitable to him rather than me.

Turing right to left on the bed I wake up at 5, I did my morning business, shower then I washed Aranav clothes so after he wake, he can wear the same. Then I went to hall where I see the sleepy Aaranv. He look so innocent while sleeping, I just wanted to touch him, but I scold my self, " Kiran why are you behaving like an stupid, due to your act he may think that you also like him" so I left from the hall & enterd in to the kitchen for preparing breakfast & tiffin for me. I was making chatni in mixer, then suddenly someone hugged me from behind...I'm become still & stocked at the same time. But after smelling that person smell I know who the person is.. Guys and you also know he is none other than Mr. Aranav Kapoor. Why he can't take his hands to his self godddd.. Then he came near to my ear & wished me "Good Morning my LOVE" like seriously now he is giving me new name every here and there. No one ever called me love, it's feels so different. I didn't wished him back so he tightened his grip around my waist and asked me , "aren't you going to wish me LOVE?? Then I also wished him.

Then I asked him " Arnava why you are woke up early??? & what are you doing in the kitchen??? You need something??? please let me go Aranav...???? I asked so many questions in one go, but he told me, "Butterfly asked one question at a time, how can I answers your too many questions huffff..then he answered me due to mixi sounds he woke early & he don't need any things just 'cause I'm with him. Means seriously he is surely out of his mind. Then he removed my hair from my face & tugged them behind my ear. After that I asked him to let go off me as he his still holding me so possessively as if, he looses some grip on me I will disappear from the earth. But what he said to me my world stopped there only. He told me "I'm not let go from me that easily as you know now, I have f*****g wait for you for past nine months. I don't think so I can wait any more. So if you want to let you go, you have to give me something for that.......

My breath stuck in somewhere, I forget to take a breath for a minute. What he mean by he will not let me go??? And what I have to give him, as I know I don't have any thing to give him...ohhh God now what will I do if he asked me some money or else I don't have money right now.....i came back from my thoughts when he says something near my ear,"don't be so shocked butterfly I'll not do any naughty things to you. We can do that when you will become Mrs. Kapoor, but if you want I can do that now also." after knowing that I tried to pushed him from me but you know how stubborn he his, he hold me more tightly. After collecting so much strength I asked him, "Aranav w..what do you mean, what I want to do?? And which naughty thing you want to do with me Aaranv..?? Aranav please don't behave like this I don't like this all. Please try to understand. How can I marry you Aranav??? We are so different from each other. Even I'm not suitable to you. Look at me I'm so fat, you can easily get any girl. We are not made for eachother. Why can't you understand this simple things & why are you making the situation more difficult to me. And for your information I'm already in a relationship with someone so I can't accept your proposal. Sorry Aranav.. Please let go off me. I lay to him that I'm in relationship with someone, I thought after hearing that may be he let go me & stopped loving me, but whome I talking with...