I am the SHE-Alpha

The first kill

I've been running for a while now. I am almost at the borders. I know that leaving a pack means going rogue, but I don't have a choice. I reach the exit, but suddenly two guards block my way. One shift and lounge at me. I know them well, I don't want to hurt them, but I have no choice I need to fight. The wolf jumps on me and bites my neck, he is so tiny next to me. So I jump in the air and land on my back, he has no time to react, he cracks under me. The other one, shocked, starts shifting as well. I can't waste my time, I run towards him and bites him in 2 seconds. He's gone! I felt pain in my chest, that was the first time I had to kill, but it felt like it is not gonna be my last one. Hard decisions have to be made if I wanted to survive in this world. They clearly underestimated me because I'm a woman, they won't be the last ones, which gives me an advantage. Not only because they think I am weak but also because no one expects a woman to be an alpha and with alpha power. They will not expect me to fight nor to kill them easily.

killing is not something I want to do or proud of. and I know it is something very wrong and against the rules. I could consider killing those guards as self-defense, but I did it to leave a message. I could have easily injured them and let them live. Women are considered weak and sensitive. So I had to show the council that I am fierce, worthy of an Alpha. Although I don't believe that killing would give any Alpha its worth but now I am playing by their book.

Although I am not an alpha yet, I don't have all the powers of a leader, but I am strong enough to defeat most of the wolves. Alphas will need more strength than I won't have without a pack, but I'm planning on it!