Annie : Exams are going well.I love to eat ice cream and chocolates while studying but mommy isn't allowing me to eat junk during my exams so that I don't get ill, huh but anyway me and my friends will be having party after these exam. What future holds for me I don't know but I am pretty much sure that with my strong determination and positive attitude I'll make my way to achieve my goals.Mandeep and Neha often asks me that how can I be single even in my high school time when at this age every girl has a boyfriend. We do a lot chit chat after the exam to relax our minds on w******p, whenever I feel sad or bad in my home my friends are always there to cheer me up. I am kinda Tom boy girl who loves just being simple I do not even carry Kajal in my eyes even on our family functions I always wear jeans and shirts, t-shirts and hoodies with shoe and my relatives are like what the hack can't you be a nice girl in family functions despite being silly all the time and I am like hahahaha just go and spend your hard earned money on your kids who cannot have real face in front of others without putting dozen of makeup powder. I love to be simple because of my mommy because from the childhood to this teenage I am used to see her very simple "A beautiful women with beautiful soul". She has gone through a lot in this life and I am trying my best to give her all the happiness which she deserves. My Uncle and Anty don't like me much so as my grandma because i am very clear with my thoughts and very straight forward so whenever dad put fights with us I just make him and others shut their nonsense and my siblings also support me in this.
It's Saturday night and I am going outside with my sister Sheena to have some fun. I am not a drunker but just love to drink with vikas, Peter, Mandeep and Neha. We do a lot of fun I actually have a good hold on myself even if I drunk. I still remember the night during our middle school when we all were at Neha's house for group studies and Peter brought some beer cans there to take some break from studies. Yes we do group studies during our exams one by one at everyone's home but as per my grandma, uncle and aunty girls do not have privilege to spend nights outside but me being me if I am right and do not doing anything wrong then I don't give a damn about anyone. Sister Sheena is very sensitive in nature and that's why I always take a lot of care of her. Whenever I run out of money she is the one who support me with some small funds from her job. Today I am taking her outside so that before her marriage she can also spend some good time with me which usually she isn't able to do anything apart from work as a online French tutor at home only because my grandma and dad do not allow her to go out for work because as per their thinking girls are just born to stay inside the house first in their own house and then after marriage in in laws.
I seriously can't understand the mentality of people that how a women can be weak when she is the one who plays most important role in creation. It's our society who always think that if a girl wear short dresses, speaking boldly and trying to make her life worth living by her efforts then it must be her family who do not teach her good value and how to behave in front of others.
But in my opinion women are not weak they just need to stand up for their rights because if you can't speak for yourself then you can't deny from anything bad that happen to you because being women doesn't mean be weak.