Love Against the Odds

Chapter Fourteen

Eileen

Nate and Nathan both sent their DNA in for to the genealogy company and I have received a notice the results are in. For some reason Rayne’s results have not showed up. So if the site links me to Nate and Nathan to Nate I can relax and quit worrying about Nate and Rayne. I go to my laptop so the history is not on my home computer or work computer. I log on and see Nate has five DNA matches in the site’s database and they are me, my sister Jennifer, her daughter Sybil, my brother Phillip and Kennedy Finn. NO! Kennedy is Rayne’s cousin! Jim is Nate’s father! How am I going to tell my son and the love of his life they are in fact 1/2 brother and sister?  Jim made it clear he doesn’t want to be involved with telling the kids but I had just sprung the news on him. Maybe now he will join me in talking to the kids.

At one time Jim would do anything I asked of him, but that was before I told him Nathan wanted to work on our marriage and I wanted to give it a chance as well. 

I phoned Jim and after a lot of hesitation he agreed we may want to talk to the kids. He is still not coming to terms with the fact Nate is his son. He wants blood work to prove. Talking to the kids could very well end both of our marriages. We don’t know how the kids will react and who they may tell.  But it is the right thing to do, ruin the future plans of Nate and Rayne all because we chose to have and affair all of those years ago. I may also lose my son. Thinking about all of this is enough to drive anyone insane! But the sooner we do this, the better. 

Rayne

Nate and I were sleeping in on a Sunday morning when  suddenly we heard a horn honking outside. 

“Damn traffic.” Nate moaned in is half awake state.

“I know, it’s the weekend people, chill out.” I grumbled

Nate rolled over and propped himself up on his elbow. “What shall we do today my dear?” He asked

“Stay in bed.” I chuckled

“Sounds like a plan to me.” Nate said while looking at me with his dreamy eyes.

I reached up and place a soft kiss on his lips. He moaned a little and put his hands on my cheeks. The kiss grew harder. Before long Nate was on top of me kissing me, swiping his tongue in my mouth tasting every inch of mouth. Then his kisses went to my ear. His tongue slipped behind my ear and I let out a squeal. He laughed and placed kisses down my neck to my collarbone then left a trail to my breasts. He massaged each breast while kissing my neck under my chin. I had my hand tangled in his thick locks and was running my thumbs around the corners of his eyes. My how handsome my man was! I loved watching while he drove me out of my mind with pleasure. I moved my hand from his locks of hair and went down his back to his firm ass and squeezed hard. He moaned and came back to my mouth and crashed down on my lips with a hungry kiss. I moved my hand to his hips and then to his thighs.  I gently grabbed his hard length and began to slowly run my hand up and down causing him to groan in the back of his throat. He moved his body sideways and pressed his lips on my wet core. Then he started licking my c**t slowly, making we squirm and arch all while still massaging his lovely d**k. Just as I about to explode Nate stopped and looked at me with a wicked smile. “Not yet sweetheart.” 

He then positioned himself between my thighs and began rubbing his length along my wet entrance making me want to beg for him to take me and take me now. Then I felt him enter me, the ecstasy of having him inside me was almost too much to bear! I began pounding my self against him until I was screaming with the pleasure of release. Nate didn’t slow down for a second after I orgasmed, he just went harder and fasted until he let out a loud “Damn!” And collapsed on top of me. Both of lying there sweating and panting from the pure joy of pleasuring each other. Then we heard a knock at the door.

“Who the frick could that be?” Nate growled 

“It May be the landlord.” I said. “I will get dressed and go see.” 

“No- I can get dressed quicker than you-I don’t have to slow down for the curves.” Nate smiled at me although it was clear he was not happy to have to leave me as we were both enjoying the embrace and the afterglow. 

Nate threw on shorts and opened the door. His voice was odd when he said “What are you doing here?” 

There was a silence and I could not figure out what was going on. I finished tossing some clothes as I don’t think it is the landlord at the door. I ran in the living room  and saw Nate’s mom standing in the doorway with a strange look on her face. She turned to look towards me and I saw anger in her eyes. I could not understand want was happening. Nate looked puzzled and a little embarrassed. Maybe his blushing gave away what she had just interrupted? 

Eileen

Nate opened the door with messy hair, sweat all over his body and was a little flushed. What the hell did I just interrupt? I kept telling myself the kids were taking things slow and intimacy had not yet happened. How stupid am I? They are in their early 20s, of course they are having s*x! And s*x can lead to babies who could be severely disformed if these 2 are brother and sister. The anger of the mess my infidelity has brought on everyone caused me to lose control.

“What the hell have to two of you been up to?” I shouted. “This cannot continue, for God’s sake Nate she is your f*****g sister!”

That was not how I had planned this visit! I was going to invite the kids out for dinner and explain we needed a DNA test as they could have the same father. But my anger just blurted it all out.

“What the hell are you talking about Mother?” Nate screamed back. I could see Rayne out of corner of my standing there like she was froze with a terrifying look of shock on her face. 

“I am sorry Nate, I didn’t mean to be so blunt.” I continued “I had an affair with Jim Finn years ago and he could be your father.” Nate looked stunned, Rayne was crying. Boy I really made a mess of this confrontation. I just devastated my only son. 

Rayne was crying hysterically at this point. Nate went to her and wrapped his arms around her. She looked at him and just said “No, no, no” 

Nate squeezed her and said “We will figure this out dear, don’t panic. She said he may be my father.”

“But what if he is?” Her crying was crushing Nate and me at this point.

“Nothing is splitting us up dear. We will still be together, I will never give up or let you go!” 

“But we could be related so closely that we couldn’t have children.”  Rayne cried

“I will never stop loving you Rayne!! Together we will get through no matter how it turns out! I love you Rayne and I am never going to be separated from you again! I couldn’t continue to live without you!” Nate said chocking back tears.

I am still standing near the door feeling like the worst person on earth. In one single moment I have devastated my son and the woman who could be the love of his life. What have I done?  My stupid infidelity 22 years ago has finally come back to haunt me, everyone will know now. I have single handedly ruined 3 relationships in a matter a seconds. I should probably turn around and leave but I am not sure how that would look,  but I feel like the kids have forgotten I was here or just don’t care at this point. 

All of sudden I was snapped out my thoughts as Rayne ran pass me crying screaming she needed to talk to her dad. She was beyond hysterical and really should not be leaving by herself. Nate was following her begging her not to go, the look on his face was enough to make me want to shrink into wall in shame as I caused that look. 

Then I heard the terrible noise of someone falling down stairs. I looked and saw a Rayne at the bottom of the stairway with blood oozing from her head. Nate is screaming at her to wake up with tears streaming  down his face. I don’t think she is conscience! I pulled my phone out my purse and called 911.

I ran down the stairway and told Nate an ambulance was on its way, but his response shook me to my very core. “Get the hell away me! I never want to see you around me or Rayne ever again!”