Rayne 5 years earlier
I still cannot believe Nate will be moving away tomorrow! I keep hoping I will wake up from this horrible nightmare and realize Nate will never leave me. But his dad’s job has transferred him and being Nate is only 9 months older than me he can’t just stay here and support his self at the age of 16. He will be 17 soon but he is still able to go out on his own. Tonight is our last date, OUR LAST DATE! So wrong! I love him dearly and have always known he would be my first, my last, my husband. Now those dreams are just gone. I need to pull myself together so we can enjoy our last hours together and make memories that will last a lifetime.
“Honey Nate is here.” I heard my dad yell up the stairs.
“Deep breath, you can do this!” I whispered to myself.
I almost ran to his car, but tried to hide my excitement of seeing him from my dad. He is so overprotective of me! Mom works nights at the hospital so usually it is just me and him during the week unless of course it was a night I got to see Nate.
“You look so amazing!” Nate said as he drove away from the curb.
“Thanks.” I said while blushing
“Were to?” He asked
“My uncle’s pond.” I replied
“Are they expecting us?” He asked in a confused voice
“Nope! They are out of town this weekend.” I replied “I packed a little picnic for us.”
“Sounds great”
Nate drove us back the long driveway to my uncle’s pond. It is a small pond with a shelter house that has a few picnic tables inside. I walked to the shelter house and sat my picnic basket on one of the tables.
“This place is so nice.” Nate said “Do your parents know we are here?”
“No, I told them we were going to the park to picnic on the beach.” I replied
“Interesting, you are a little sneaky!” Nate said with a chuckle.
“Maybe.” I giggled.
We sat down and dined on some cheese, meat and crackers while talking . Then Nate opened his car door and turned on the radio and asked me to dance to a slow romantic song. He held me close like he was clinging to last minutes together desperately. I knew at the moment this man was the love of my life.
“Nate I have always knew you would be my first.” I whispered softly.
“I thought you would be mine too.” He said with a c***k in his voice.
I looked into his eyes and kissed him with the hunger of a starving woman. He responded and pulled me in closer. He ran his hands up my back under my blouse. He unfasten by bra and ran his hands slowly across my ribs to breasts. I heard him groan deep in his throat as reached my n*****s. I allowed my hands to drift to his butt and squeezed hard. I felt my blouse fly off and then felt his warm breath on my n****e. My hands drifted under his t shirt and pulled it gently over his head. He looked so damn good shirtless I felt weak in my knees. I knew there was no turning back, I was ready to give myself completely to him. He the put his hands on the elastic band of my skirt and whispered in my ear “are you sure?”
I looked him in the eyes and replied a soft “yes.”
He lowered my skirt to the ground! Next my panties. I was completely exposed to him. He took a step back and looked at me for what felt like hours then he dropped his jeans and pulled me close.
Together we lost our virginity that night. It was magical! It was not the mind blowing s*x I have heard people talk about but it was a sweet and loving merging of two lovers desperate to be together.