Kyle POV
It had to be her, our school's walking stick zombie, out of everyone else of the girls, it had to be her, and now everything was double the work in getting her to submit to my orders.
As much as my mother has lecture me already, I would not f**k here even if she was the only she-wolf on the planet; I could have had the best, mated to the perfect Luna, but it had to be her, and honestly I’m not gay but I would go that far if I could choose.
What made things more worse was having Mason nagging at me none stop about being more open to my fated mate; it is a f*****g joke, and this asshole does not have to marry her like it is expected of me.
She is such a pathetic excuse for a human; im glad she is not a she wolf because then I would have rejected her on the f*****g spot, I would rather get AIDS than agree in being anything with Mishi; I would have settled for Zara, now there is a she wolf with a f*****g backbone.
Even before she met her wolf, Zara was smart, dependable, and a good warrior of this pack; her attractive body is a bonus for any werewolf, and I know she would not have made such a big deal about being adopted as Zombie Sick Stick did to me hours ago.
I’m so infuriated by this that I’m praying to the Moon goddess, she must have done this as a f*****g joke, because Mishi is simply just that, a restarted joke.
I believe my best chance of getting at least a decent Luna is to have Zara befriend Mishi; she will be an example of the type of Luna I am looking for, and could help her look the part even if she could never be a true Luna.
There’s so many things that irritates me about all of this s**t, one being that Mishi must willingly allow me to mark her, and I need to allow her to mark me in order for my wolf to fully emerge; otherwise, he will remain dormant until she does.
I am working hard to become the Alpha my pack deserves, and in a few years I will begin to learn the ropes of all my family's business; once I have them both, I will be able to show my family that I am not just a horndog, but the best Alpha, and CEO of our company.
They will have to get over their desire for me to ever accept that asthmatic twig named Mishi, because the moment everything I want is accomplished, I am rejecting that trash and giving it to Zara.
Letting out a breath after finally deciding what I will be doing in order to gain my wolf, and everything I had ever dreamed off, I feel much calmer; I can do this until it is time to reject Mishi the stick, I will put on a show for everyone else, just as I do for any girl I want to f**k.
But I will never succumb to Mishi, an ugly, disgusting, and worthless human.
Just thinking about her gives me a headache; I despise the fact that I feel the pull of our bond; my body desires her; and why on god's name does she need to be my mate?
She has nothing to offer this pack, she can’t do a an thing without drawing trouble in everything she does, anything she says irritates me to no end, and she is too easy of a target, she can’t f*****g defend herself how will she be able to defend her pack?
Everything was going as planned until my eighteenth birthday, when I did not get my wolf, but Zara was in my pack house, waiting for me to click our bonds together, which never happened.
For days, I kept looking until I got to school, and the second I walked in, the same scent of lotus flowers that my line of blessed wolves smelled on their fated mates was smelled on the school grounds.
That day, I looked everywhere, even staying late to meet my mate, and when I saw her limping out of her locker, rage welled up inside me.
How the f**k was this my choice?
Even Amanda was a better mate than that abomination!
I remember storming out of the school, I could not even f*****g shift, but my eyes could now change into a pink magenta shade, indicating that my wolf had acknowledged our mate, that my wolf had accepted her, but I would rather be poisoned and have rabies than be seen with that low-life.
Calming down from those memories was proving to be a little more easier, today we had to meet the elders of our pack and present her to them, to the staff and chain of command, they all have to know who my wolf's fated mate was, it was starting to be made easier for me by the scent of Mishi lingering around.
Disguising my wolf's desires was more difficult than I anticipated, but I needed to act; I needed that mark willingly, and perhaps toying with her was the best way to go.
When she walked in between us, she looked only at the floor which irritated me at how f*****g pathetic she was behaving, goddess don’t let me down tonight.
Trying to play this out I internally begged to the moon goddess, that when I go to the moon realm, I am going to have a bone to pick with Selene about this mistake.
Thinking about this before Mason said anything to my face, I began my charm on my mate. Putting my hand out for her, I asked her as nicely as I could without puking, "I am sorry for my behavior; it has been a difficult change for me as well, and I need to work on my attitude towards you; can we please start over?" She looked up at me.
Her brown owl eyes behind her glasses were adorable; however, this is just an illusion until I can get her mark to which I repeated in my mind; focus, i***t, focus on the real price.
She gulped loudly and took my hand; if faking my intentions was going to be difficult, taking her hand was a suicidal mission; the sparks would make my wolf come to life, and I could feel him trying to wake up to get to our mate, and when I think he is finally waking up he only allows me to feel the desires he has to have her.
Feeling this I smirked internally. Ja! I knew this wolf would be exactly like me: a f*****g horndog.
Putting these feelings aside, I gave her a kind smile to help her believe me. She smiled back and took my hand to which I patted myself in the back as I told her in my mind; you are now my toy for as long as I need you.
Both my parents and Mason walked ahead of us; when we started walking, my father's mind link was shoved to be opened, not giving me a choice to reply him or not he said.
'This better be an actual change and not your games! Kyle, this is your last chance to bring a good change in order to be appointed as Alpha and CEO of our family's company, or I will lead it until you give us an heir; don’t you dare forget that is a requirement, a willing requirement unless she is barren, which will not affect her position, but your attitude will determine your future, and I swear Kyle, everything you have I can take it all back, pup of mine or not, you do not go above me.’
Holding back from eye rolling his accusations was difficult but possible, and after a small moment I replied him with respect. 'Understood, I am genuinely trying to be better, my wolf is reacting to her touch and I want him to come forward but I don’t want to pressure her,' I tried to end his ridiculous obsession with how the f**k Mishi and I end up.
'Your wolf can hurt you if you try to double cross him, Kyle; you may not notice it, but your Alpha training will help you know this more than you realize, our wolves are protective of their mates, and possessive over their family.'
Taking one more step, I felt Mishi about to fall forward; I grabbed her hips and pressed her to my chest; she blushed easily which made me think that; maybe fooling this girl would be easier than I thought.
She was shaking with fear; perhaps giving her reassurance will bring her closer in which case I asked her kindly, "Was I walking too fast?"
She tried to bite her lips, but her braces stopped her.
Instead, she nodded to which I replied a bit emphatically, "I am sorry, my mind was in another place; I will pay better attention; there was something I needed to clarify in my mind; please know I am here if you need anything; I will introduce you to someone who will be more helpful to you than I could be."
She tilted her head for a second, but then I moved her to get started in the introductions.
On our way, I linked Zara, 'Zara, I need to talk to you.' She responded seconds later.
'Yes, Alpha, where are you?
I smiled slightly and caressed Mishi's hand on my elbow while I replied her, 'After the announcement, I have a job and a proposal for you.' Mishi's breathing seemed to direct itself to me as I linked Zara.
Seeing her nervousness, I try to reassure her with my kind words, "it will be fine, stay by my side and stay calm, nobody here will hurt you, we just want to get to know the new member of the family and that is also to our close friends."
She had a question, which I was slightly prepared to answer.
"Why are we always dressing up like this?" she asked in a childish, timid tone. Her concern is the typical small mind that humans have which irritate me but it was a good thing she was talking to me so I’ll allow it.
Stopping behind my parents. I replied as politely as possible, "We are constantly dressing to impress because we are a very powerful family, and our friends who support us also demonstrate their power in similar ways." I saw her nod in comprehension.
Mishi remained silent as we both heard my father introduce her to the entire pack house.
I could see Zara disgusted expression from where I stood; the woman was dressed to impress today.
In a tight sapphire-colored dress with a collar and a pendant, it was slit on both sides of the bottom, from her thighs forward, high magenta heels with the same makeup colors, her breasts were on full display her light brown hair was in a tight ponytail, and underneath the see-through silk was a cocktail-style dress of the same sapphire color, f**k she was hot.