Mishi's POV Crying seemed to be the only thing I could do; all I wanted to do was cry, and it felt like it wasn't enough; the insufficient emotions of losing that puppy had torn a hole in my soul, and I couldn't function without crying and sobbing. Lian had turned into a whipping mess, so I shut myself in the old room they had given me when I first moved here, Stesha brings my food to the room then Lian makes her leave every day. Everything became a jumble for everyone outside this room, nothing mattered to me anymore, the doctor asked if I wanted to keep the fetus or have it used in tests before I left the hospital, Lian took over when we were asked, and the doctor had to leave the room in a hurry with a bloodied neck. Needless to say, we departed with our pup intact in a small little

