LUCIANA Dario is giving me blank stares like he has no idea of whom I'm talking about. I describe her features and from his expression, he clearly knows her now. The tiny hope that Claudia's words might have actually been true flies out of the window. I want to open my mouth to say something but every word dries off at the tip of my tongue. My heart suddenly sinks in disappointment. They say you don't know how high you were until you finally get down. And I can say the same for my expectations. And who's to blame for that? None other than myself. I'm already feeling like s**t, yet I haven't heard any explanation from him. Do I deserve an explanation from him? That would mean we have something going on. Which clearly we don't. Just kill me already. Why do I feel like s**t again? Not t

