Before I move on, let me ask you something, have you ever been.. misunderstood? not by others, by yourself. You think you know something, you feel responsible for it, but the next thing you know, something else happens, and you are left wondering, did I really get myself into this mess, or is all part of some big plan? I felt the same feeling too, for a really long time, I was.. misjudged, as a candidate for a reality ghost game show, believing I've had what it takes to pull this off, but I didn't, I had no clue on what I was gonna do. And the next minute you think you know, you begin blaming yourself for everything you've brought upon yourself, trusting and realising your full potential, but what if, before something like that happens, another s**t faced stuff punches you in the hea

