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Chapter 2- THE WEIGHT OF IT

Damian Blackwood did not sleep well. He hadn't in twelve years.

Most nights he managed four or five hours, usually in two separate stretches with an hour of wakefulness in between that he filled with either emails or staring at the ceiling of his penthouse bedroom and running through numbers in his head. It was a coping mechanism that his therapist — whom he saw once a month for fifty minutes and told roughly sixty percent of the truth — had called avoidance behavior. He'd agreed with her and then gone home and done it again. He was a man of significant discipline in every area of his life except this one.

The dream was always the same. It wasn't dramatic the way you'd expect a nightmare to be. There was no crash, no fire, no moment of impact. Just the helicopter lifting off from the estate in Connecticut, his parents inside it, his mother waving to him through the window with that particular wave of hers — fingers spread, wrist rotating, the way she waved at everyone like they deserved a full commitment to the gesture. And then just sky. Blue and empty and utterly indifferent.

He woke at five-twelve, which was close enough to five-thirty that he didn't bother trying to go back under. He showered, dressed, made coffee with the kind of machine that cost more than some people's monthly rent and made, he would admit, genuinely excellent coffee. He stood at the window of his penthouse on the forty-fourth floor and looked at the city below, which at this hour was dark except for the lights of other people who also weren't sleeping.

Forty-fourth floor. His father had liked heights. Said you could think better when you could see more. Damian wasn't sure he agreed, but he'd kept the penthouse because it had been his father's, and he kept it maintained exactly as it had been, which was something the interior designer he'd hired at thirty had called both understandable and, gently, perhaps worth examining. He'd thanked her and paid her and not re-examined it once.

His phone was already showing eleven unread emails by five-forty. He ignored them until six.

Blackwood Enterprises occupied four floors of a building in Midtown that also had their name on the outside of it. Damian arrived each morning at seven-fifteen, which was not performative discipline — he genuinely preferred it. The office was quieter before eight. The city was different before eight. It felt like something that belonged to him in a way it stopped belonging once everyone else arrived.

His assistant, Marcus, was already at his desk. Marcus was twenty-eight and deeply competent and had learned within his first week not to offer small talk before nine a.m.

"Morning," Damian said.

"Good morning. Your eight o'clock pushed to eight-thirty. The Meridian acquisition review is on your desk. And there's a thing—" Marcus paused in the way that meant the thing was something Damian wasn't going to like. "—a journalist from the Tribune reached out yesterday afternoon. She's been requesting comment on some questions about your Q3 financials. Her name is Serena Hart."

Damian poured himself coffee from the carafe Marcus kept ready for him every morning and did not change his expression.

"Forward me what she sent."

"Already in your inbox."

He went into his office and sat down and opened the email.

The questions were specific. That was the first thing he noticed. Most journalists who went fishing in corporate financials asked broad questions, the kind you could answer in general terms without giving away much. The questions from Serena Hart were not broad. They were pointed in a way that suggested she'd already found the thing he'd been watching for three months. The thing that, as of right now, only four people in the company knew existed.

He read the email twice.

Then he closed it and called his head of legal.

The gala was on Saturday.

It was an annual event — the Blackwood Foundation's charity auction, which his mother had started in her second year as a board member of a children's literacy nonprofit and which had grown, in the twelve years since his parents' deaths, into something that raised several million dollars a year and took three months to organize. He went every year. Not because he loved them — galas were not an environment that made him feel anything resembling comfortable — but because his mother had built this one and his name was on it and so he showed up and smiled and made the rounds and said the correct things to the correct people.

He was good at that. Being present without being available.

His PR director, a sharp, patient woman named Diana who had been managing his public image for six years, called him at noon.

"I've seen the Tribune email," she said, without preamble. "I don't think we should respond before the gala. It'll look reactive."

"She's going to keep digging," Damian said.

"Of course she is. She's good. But let her dig for a week and then we give her something limited and controlled and she runs a shorter version of whatever story she's writing."

"Or she runs a bigger story."

"Or that." Diana paused. "Damian. I know you want to handle this your way. But please, for the love of everything, do not engage her directly at the gala."

He almost said he wouldn't. He almost said he didn't even know what she looked like.

But there was something in the precision of those questions that had been sitting in the back of his mind since seven-thirty, and the truth was he didn't like things sitting in the back of his mind. He liked things resolved. He liked knowing where the threat was and having a plan for it.

"Send me everything we have on her," he said.

"Damian—"

"Background only. I just want to know who I'm dealing with."

He read her file that evening in the quiet of his study, sitting in the leather chair that had been his father's, with the lamp on and the rest of the penthouse dark.

Serena Hart. Twenty-seven. Tribune investigative journalist, byline on forty-three published pieces in four years, three industry awards including one from the Press Foundation that was not easy to win. Before the Tribune, freelance. Before that, Columbia Journalism School on a merit scholarship.

Before that: lost her parents in a house fire at sixteen. Foster care until she aged out.

He sat with that information for longer than he meant to.

He knew what it meant to be twenty-three years old and have the thing you'd always assumed was solid just... disappear. He knew the specific weight of it, the way it didn't ever fully lift. How you spent years learning to carry it differently but the weight itself didn't change.

She would have been younger than that. Sixteen and suddenly alone.

He closed the file.

It didn't matter. She was writing a story about his company. A threat. He treated threats systematically. That was how the company stayed standing.

He got up and went to the window.

The city was dark except for its lights, which meant it was never actually dark. He stood there with his hands in his pockets looking at it the way he looked at it every night, the same way his father had stood at this same window before he died, and he thought about the numbers in the quarterly reports and the specific way a person's questions could reveal what they already knew by the shape of what they were asking. He thought about Serena Hart in foster care at seventeen, eighteen, however long she'd been in it. Building herself in whatever rooms they gave her.

He went back to the desk.

He opened the file again.

He didn't do anything with it. He just sat there with it open, the lamp throwing a small circle of light across the pages, and he told himself he was looking for the threat and not the person behind it. He was good at telling himself things.

He closed it again at eleven forty-five and went to bed and did not sleep for a long time