HER PAIN, HER STRENGTH

3. Maybe I went too far.

Luke's POV

“Babe will you help me with my zipper.” My girlfriend asks, but I know her pretty well, it’s just an excuse for me to touch her. Who am I to disappoint her, I love her.

Aaaaah! No, I admire her.

Or more like I am physically attracted to her.

Nothing more, she is always there for me physically and mentally. Though, it doesn’t mean that I don’t get to have some alone time with other ladies. And by alone time, I mean s*x. I zip her up, touching her waist seductively, I know what she will want next.

“Oh Luke!!!” she says in her horny tone, I can also smell her arousal. I won’t act on my arousal either, I want her to crave me. She has to wait until evening for me to even touch her.

“Can we go now, it’s almost class time?” I say, getting off of the driver’s seat, I smile when I hear her sighing in disappointment. I am Alpha Luke, no one can make me do what I don’t want to. Everything happens as per my plan, and at my own agreed time.

I pick up my to go cup of coffee before exiting the car, we have to register at the gate first before proceeding to class. Since we are at the parking lot, we have to go down to the gate first.

“Babe, wait for me.” I hear her whiny little voice, it’s annoying, so annoying. “Babe.” She yells louder now, I can hear the sound of her six inches long and so pointy heels, I wonder how she walks in them. I stand to wait for her because she might embarrass me with her yelling.

“You are so heartless.” She says pouting, I hate her dramatic nature, I just hope that she isn’t my mate because I don’t even know how I will be able to deal with her for the rest of my life.

I am only with her because she is the hottest in school and quite a celebrity; she has 2 million followers on social media, so being with her has its advantages. It gives me more power, despite being the Alpha, I am also known all over the world. Therefore, I have to behave myself when I am in public with her, I can’t risk people taking photos of me mistreating their beauty queen.

She is extremely stunning, she is tall petite with the perfect height and the right curves. Her blond hair is so long it reaches the beginning of her b*tt, she combs it really straight and neat, you can’t see any stray strand. And her eyes are grey, I don’t like them at all, that’s why I try so hard not to make eye contact with her every time. Other than that, there is nothing special about her.

“You didn’t even open the door for me.,” she says when she finally catches up to me. This is why I don’t like her, she nags.

“Did I have to.” I ask in an uninterested tone.

“Duh! I am your girlfriend, remember?” she says, I am sure she is rolling her eyes right now. Before I can even answer, someone bumps into me, causing the coffee I am carrying to spill on my shirt. F**k, this is my favorite t-shirt, how dare she?

“I am so sorry!” she apologizes, her voice is full of remorse, I even feel bad for how I reacted, but when I look at her, I almost burst out laughing, I hold myself though.

I have never seen such a huge woman before, I mean whoa! Who can be this round? She has her hoodie on, but I can see the bulge from her extra skin on her arms, and especially her belly. However, when she looks at me, I almost lose my speech because her eyes are gorgeous. She has the most beautiful green eyes I have ever seen. It’s so rare to see someone with green eyes, I bet she is the only one in ice moon pack.

Nevertheless, something in me pushes me to be rude and an a** to her. No matter how I try to control it, I find myself behaving outward against her. She is hurt and is in pain, but I add more to her pain. It gives me some satisfaction. My wolf Lupin always recoils whenever I am mean to someone, and he punishes me for some days, I am sure I won’t be going on my night runs anytime soon.

I smile widely when she is assigned the same class as mine. I keep glancing at her while the teacher is in class. I can see her crying, gross! She wipes her nose and tears with her hoodie couldn’t she even buy a handkerchief.

Wait a minute! Why am I interested in her business? She isn’t even my type, and she has no wolf either. She is too chubby for my liking.

“I will check on the group project when I come for the next class.” Did the class just end? Wow. I didn’t even hear a single thing. I was just concerned about the new girl. What’s wrong with me?

“Babe, I am going to take a selfie with the girls.” Harley says, kissing my cheek before heading out. I don't even answer her, I just mind link my boys to remain in class so that we can taunt this new girl even more.

Sawyer closes the door as I instruct after everyone leaves. Sawyer has been my friend ever since I was a little boy, he is my chosen Beta. He is also the current Beta’s son. He is quite mischievous, just like I am, that’s why I know that we will make a perfect duo.

I see her dragging herself slowly with a look of horror on her face. She holds her backpack tightly in her arms, I am sure it cannot fit on her back. I can also see her shaking in fear.

“So miss fatty, where are you going?” I ask leaning on the door.

“I would like to pass, please Luke. Oh! no, I am sorry for mentioning your name.” I can see tears threatening to spill from her eyes. It gives me so much satisfaction.

“Kneel and beg me.”

“Please don’t do this to me, I am already hurt as it is.” She begs me folding her hands.

“Okay then you can go. But first remove your hoodie, you need to show us your beauty.” I say to her. She looks at me with such pity, I just chuckle and fold my arms.

“No, I am not going to do that.” she says firmly. I like her courage, but it doesn’t work with me. “Please don't make me do this.” Her tone changes and the tears she has been holding clouds her eyes, ready to spill at any moment.

“If you didn't want to obey me, then you wouldn't have come to my pack. This is my territory and I can do whatever I want, or else I will oust you from my pack.” I say firmly. I am so serious, I can't have some strange people in my pack.

“No, please don't do that, please.” She begs now, tears rolling down her eyes. Her eyes are already swollen, or maybe she is like this. I don't even know.

“Then do what I have commanded you.” I find myself speaking in my Alpha voice, causing her to recoil.

Without a question, she removes her hoodie, her body is shaking in fear. She crosses her hands on her bearst to try to cover her breast. I think I went too far maybe, she only has a vest shirt on, nothing is left to imagination.

“Put on your hoodie.” I say in a low tone. I feel so bad for her. I open the door, letting her pass, she stops to look at me for a while before swallowing hard and leaving the room. I see the hatred she has for me in her eyes.

I just look down, feeling like deep s**t. I compose myself almost immediately, there is no way my subjects are going to see me weak.