Unfamiliar pulse

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Chapter 12: The Unfamiliar Pulse POV: Kael Draven Duty is what moved my feet toward the east wing. Duty and nothing else. I had put this visit off for two days. I told myself the council and the border trouble were more pressing. The truth was simpler. I wanted the river's scent to fade from her skin first so I could read what was underneath it. I needed to know the condition of the woman I was binding myself to in less than fourty-eight hours. If she was broken, I needed to know how badly. The guards outside her door snapped straight as I approached, their heartbeats jumping. I didn't look at them. I took one breath at the door, centred my wolf, and pushed it open. The air stopped me before anything else did. Selene's scent had always been easy to read. Lavender and soft rain, and underneath that, whenever I walked into her space, a sharp spike of anxiety mixed with something heavy and longing. The smell of a girl who had spent ten years wanting something from a man who had never offered it. Submissive. Predictable. Hers. The room was still. I pulled the air through slowly. The lavender was there, but the tremor underneath it was gone. In its place was something grounded and steady. And beneath that, close to the heat of her skin, something I couldn't place at all. Not the river's ozone. Something else. Gritty and dry, like sun baked stone and open city air. My wolf tilted its head. Not a growl of warning. Something sharper than that. Curiosity. She was standing at the window. She didn't startle when the door opened. She turned slowly, unhurried, and looked me straight in the eye. "Alpha," she said. Same voice. Lower register than most. But the hesitation that always came before my name was gone. "Selene." I stayed in the centre of the room and let my presence fill it the way it always did. "I'm told the fog in your mind is still thick." She leaned back against the window frame and crossed her arms. "Thick enough. I know faces. I know yours. I know we're supposed to be married in three days. But if you're looking for the girl who used to write you poetry, I think she drowned." I felt it land. A quiet jolt I hadn't expected. Selene would not have said that. Not to me. Not in that tone. She had always chosen her words around me carefully, shaping each one to land softly, to avoid taking up too much space. "You're direct," I said, watching her. "The river usually takes the voice. It doesn't sharpen it." "Maybe falling to your death gives you perspective," she said. Her eyes didn't move from mine. "I don't remember the right way to speak to you. I just know there's a lot of work between now and that crown and small talk feels like a waste of time." I took a step forward. Deliberate. I let the full weight of my Alpha frequency bleed into the room, the pressure that made warriors lower their heads without thinking about it. She didn't move. Her heartbeat stayed even. Steady and strong in a way that had nothing to do with the rabbit pulse I had known for twenty years. "You aren't afraid of me," I said. "Should I be?" Her voice was dry. "You're my king and my husband in two days. If fear is the main requirement for that, I'd rather know now. From what Elara tells me, I've spent enough of my life being afraid. I'd like to try something different." I had no response ready. That hadn't happened to me in a long time. I looked at her and saw a jaw set with something that wasn't love and wasn't fear and wasn't any of the things Selene had ever brought into a room with her. This woman was looking for solid ground. Not approval. "The coronation requires more than your presence," I said, pulling myself back. "It requires your soul. You are the anchor of this pack. If you can't perform the rituals, if you can't bless the shifts, memory loss will only cover you for so long before the pack demands results." "Then I suggest you start teaching me," she said. A command wearing the shape of a suggestion. "Unless you'd prefer a failure on the dais." The silence stretched out between us. My wolf was pacing. Not with aggression. With something closer to fascination. There was a sharpness in her eyes that had never been there before. An intelligence that wasn't soft or searching. It didn't belong to a submissive Luna. "I'll send Varis to begin your instruction," I said, turning toward the door. "He has patience for your condition. I don't." "I'll be waiting," she said. I walked out and didn't look back. I made it halfway down the corridor before I stopped. The cool air of the palace did nothing for the feeling sitting in my gut. I had come expecting to find a girl who needed propping up. Instead, she had essentially dismissed me from her own room. The scent was wrong. The posture was wrong. The spine was made of something Selene had never carried in her life. My wolf made a low sound in the back of my mind. Not recognition. Something more careful than that. I started walking again toward the war room, my thoughts already moving through the problem the way I moved through every problem. Systematically. Without feeling. If the river hadn't just stripped her memory but had replaced what was underneath it entirely, then I wasn't standing two days from binding myself to a Luna. I was standing two days from binding myself to a stranger. And in my world, a stranger was just an enemy you hadn't identified yet. I would let Varis work through the cracks in her story. I would watch. I would wait. But I was certain of one thing as I turned the corner and left the east wing behind. The innocent girl I was supposed to marry was gone. And the woman who had taken her place was going to be a problem I hadn't planned for.
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