Healing Souls

Sameer

Ayush Pov:

When I saw her in my white shirt, my mouth hung open. She is looking breathtaking and it was transparent so I can see her through the shirt. I became hard just seeing her. I don't know what I will do if she wears any revealing clothes. I can't control myself then. I want to have my way with her on the dining table so I avoid looking at her as she can guess what is running in my mind as she sees my eyes so I have to be careful. My eyes are always searching for her if she is not in front of me.

But I have to control my emotions as there is so much for me to get revenge from her. She has to regret it till she dies. I did not even speak a word at the dining table as I was preparing myself to become cold in front of her. She cannot see my true emotions. I have to be careful while planning against her as she can go away from me. So I did not scold her as she asked me for the clothes. She has to trust me first then I can break her however I want. She cooked delicious food. I wanted to praise her food but I kept it to myself. I think she has magic hands. I remembered my mother,she cooked for me daily. She used to cook all my favourites whenever I wanted.

I want to say bye to her but I thought she may doubt my intentions as I slapped her earlier. I have to remain aloof. I cannot beat her. I have to control my temper. I think mental pain is stronger than physical pain. So I will break her trust when she falls for me. When I went to the office, everything was the same.

"Hello, Kaka. Good morning. Bring the clothes from the address I have sent you and deliver it to home as soon as possible" I called my driver to pick the clothes from her house.

"Sir these are the files you asked me to check and I have corrected it. Please check once then I will send it to the client" My secretary knocked on my door and gave the files to me to check if there is any mistake.

"It is Ok Mythri. I will check within an hour. I will send you the details of Mehra project details through the mail. Prepare the presentation till tomorrow morning then I will check if any improvements are needed or not. If any meeting is there it means postpone it as I am really tired" I told my secretary who smiled towards me. Like a friendly gesture but I remain aloof. I know she is not like other women who throw themselves at others. She was happily married 5 years ago and blessed with two children, one boy and one girl. She is like an elder sister to me. I dismissed her and got into my work.

As no one knows about my marriage there will be no commotion. I don't want to reveal my marriage news in front of anybody as it is revenge. I will make her mine in all ways then break her beyond repair. So she will never think of betraying others.

"Hello buddy, what are you doing? Work work…. What will you gain by working so much other than money" Sameer barged into my room without knocking and taunted me about my work. But I didn't care as he was like that only.

"Peace" I said one word and again started doing my work without glancing at him again.

"After the first day of marriage, why did you come to the office? You are behaving as if you did not do anything last night. Are you still a virgin buddy? Don't tell me I can't listen" The drama queen appeared again. With a bored expression I glanced at him and showed him my middle finger. Then also he did not budge. He was shocked as nothing happened yesterday. He does not know the main reason why I married her. I made up a cooked up story and he believed it like her father.

"What do you want Sameer? If you are here to disturb me then get out." I shouted at him but he was not ready to leave.

"One question buddy. Just one please. Yesterday nothing happened?" He requested with his puppy face so I gave my answer in a no.

" I thought my friend will atlast lose his virginity at 26 years. But what I got as an answer. No. Are you an i***t? She is your wife, you have rights to claim her. But who am I talking to. THE MR. AYUSH KHURANA. I cannot change you. I am not a saint like you." What is wrong with them. If I am a virgin what is the problem? I know what my mother taught me. She said never ever lose the precious because of your past mistakes. I was following my mother words what is wrong in that.

"As she is new to this relationship. I think she takes time to get close. We both need some time to understand each other. I also need some space. So it is better like this. So don't put your shitty ideas into my brain" I convincingly explained to him the situation so he would believe it without asking any further questions.

"Ok Sorry buddy. I thought… It's ok. I will leave for now. I know she is not your type of girl so I thought she trapped you. But I think you may be happy with her if you like her. You deserve every happiness in this world my friend. All the best and Bye." He left, leaving me in regret. I know he will oppose the idea of revenge so I did not tell anything to him. I know when time comes I have to tell him. Whether he will forgive me or not. I don't know. But I don't have any option other than this marriage.

As I was in the office working, I watched what she was doing at home as I had installed CCTV cameras everywhere in the house except my bedroom. She was working all day I think so as she is sleeping looking tired. As I was ready to off the camera I saw her descending downstairs hurriedly. I was thinking about what happened when I saw her dialing a number from the landline. I forgot to disconnect the phone. It is better as I will know who she is talking to. When she was speaking I called my security and told them to check the call details and told them to record the call on my landline. They forwarded the details within a minute and relief washed over me as it was her father who she was speaking to. I have to listen to the conversation about what she is saying as she will hang up after sometime. I was very tired of the work. From morning I am attending back to back meetings without any break. I didn't even do my lunch.

When I am free I check the files which are pending. After listening to the conversation I felt bad but I think my plan is working. She will not say anything about me to her dad as she loves her dad so much.

When I entered the house at midnight. It was pitch dark and the door was locked so I opened it with my key. When I thought no one was there in the hall I caught a figure who is sleeping on the sofa without any fear of outer world. She looked in peace. I was staring at her continuously and traced her forehead with my fingers as I couldn't stop myself standing in front of the sofa. When she wiggled I got out of my trance and removed my hand from her face and was ready to get out from there but my leg got hit by the teapoy then I fell on her. Then she pushed me with her hands as I was very close to her, chest to chest touching, breaths mingling and staring at each other.

Then she spoke the words which hurt my soul. I know it was my mistake but my ego is bigger than her. I beared her with taunts and everything. I asked the question which is roaming in my mind as if she will answer the truth or not. After a lot of threatening she said she called her dad.

If she calls him again then she may spill the truth so I have to take care from the beginning only. So I restricted her from calling her dad or anyone.

Then she spoke hurtful words towards me. I was deeply hurt when she said about my parents. As I cannot show my emotions in front of her I stood motionless. Tears started gathering in my eyes. To avoid the situation I have maintained a cold expression without giving any hint to her.

I am controlling my anger as If I will burst on her or worse beat her. So I tightened my fists and clenched my jaw to control my rising temper. I want to beat the s**t out of her as how can she say about my parents. She does not have any right to say anything about them. She doesn't even belong here in this high class society. She has no standards. I want to slap her then and there. But to execute my plan I have to bear this.

I did not even sleep a wink last night as her words kept running in my mind. So I went jogging to refresh my mind. I left for the office early in the morning as I didn't want to see her face. I don't want to remember the moment when she said those hurtful words.

"Sir, your breakfast. Driver Kaka delivered at the lobby" Mytri knocked on my door and gave the box to me. I thought who had sent it then she said as if reading my thoughts.

Then I opened the box to get a surprise. As the first box of the carriage has only white chit neatly folded. I unfolded the chit and saw what was written in it.

"Sorry" Automatically a smile formed on my face when I saw the emoticon. She drew it. With two hands on her ears and lips pouting. I smiled seeing the drawing.

Then I opened the other box and saw dosa. It is my favourite as my mom used to make it so many times for me. My memories came back when we used to be a happy family without sadness.

I ate everything with a smile on my face. It is delicious. Her hands do magic. But I have to praise her for cooking this much delicious food.

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Authors note

Long chapters ahead guys. It will be more interesting afterwards. So please vote and comment.