Mark Everything in me tenses as the question I’ve wanted to ask for my whole life finally leaves my lips. Of course Grey’s first instinct is to deny it all, to lie and pretend it never happened, that it doesn’t matter and dismiss me once again, I can see it in his eyes. I see the doubt and the fear there, I see the vulnerability as he fights with himself to make the decision to be honest for once in his life. Quinn stays quiet between us, ever so understanding, so patient. I try to ignore the fact that he knows something I don’t, that Grey told him first. Then I remember how I never told Grey, or anyone for that matter, about my own curse, how my mouth remained shut until Quinn came into our lives and shuttered everything. So maybe it is true, maybe we do need him not just as our lover b

