MY WIFE'S JOURNAL

Glass Piece!!

"Come baby, hug me!" Maria stretched her arms and I ran into them, willing and hugged her like, my dear life depends on her.

"I missed you, so much, never ever, leave me again." I was murmuring placing wet kisses on her arm.

"Mr? Mr?" a lady's voice, rang in my ear.

Everything went black, and again, I losed her, I looked around taking in to my surrounding, and rubbing my eyes, I gave the nurse a puzzled look.

"You're disturbing the patient!" She said pointing at my, wife, who was still in her bed, lying lifelessly.

"Ahh!! Sorry, I maybe mumbling in my, sleep. Sorry, I'll leave, then. Am outside, her room, just tell me, when, she wakes up!" I said scratching the back of my head.

"Fine!" She rolled her eyes. How dare she, roll her eyes at me? Control, Liam, she's volunteering your wife, I left, still holding my wife's journal.

I took out my, cigar and lit it up and looked out, it was raining heavily, and the black night looked more, dark due to the hanging clouds. I sighed and rested my head on the bench.

I felt, defeated, powerless, immobile and useless. I smoked and puffed, out the smoke, tears started streaming their way down my cheeks.

I couldn't control it anymore and got up from my seat to walk a bit and lessen my pain. I was walking, like a dead man, without caring, about where am going and in the way, a sharp pain cut through my foot and I hissed.

That's when, I heard a voice,"Sir, please, you got a glass piece stuck in your foot!" I came back from my zone and looked at her, with a puzzled look.

"Huh?" I stuttered and looked down, blood was gushing out.

"Sir, please that a seat here, I'll bring the first aid."the janitor, who was cleaning the floor replied, in a hurry and left.

I pulled my leg on my other leg's thigh and pulled out the piece and laugh at it.

"Hey, I can't clean, it. It looks very deep!" Maria exclaimed.

"Really baby, but, I want to have the first aid only, with your hands!" I pouted.

"Liam, please, you know, I can't bear the sight of blood!" She complained, burying her head into my shoulder.

"It's just a small cute, what you need to..." I was explaining

"No, Liam!" She cooed in my arms.

"Ha ha! Ok, am just joking, it's just a sticker. C'mon, don't cry!" I replied, laughing out loud.

"You..." She sofly, punched my chest and I held her still and smashed my lips on her.

"Sir? Are you ok?" A female nurse came with a first aid and looked strangely, at how I was crying and laughing, at a glass piece.

"Umm.. yes!" I came back to the reality.

"Sir, I'll do your, first-aid, put your foot to the front..." She instructed me.

"No, you just leave, the first aid, here, I can do it!" I replied with a smile.

She smiled but before leaving, she said," Submit the box, in the counter." And pointed at a counter, where it was written, first-aid help in bold letters.

I looked at the counter and nodded my head.

When, she left, I dressed, my wound and asked the janitor, to submit the box, since, I can't walk. He obediently, followed.

I leaned back again and opened the journal, that, I was carrying with myself the whole time.

14.03.20 : Yesterday was also a horrific one.

After, I woke up, in the morning, I was sore and my body was still having pain. But after seeing, my baby, sleeping peacefully, every pain washed away. I know, he becomes a bit agressive at times but, day before yesterday was not like him. I was afraid f4om him, but I know, he will mend it all today. I kissed his forehead. Maybe, if he had asked, me first and gave me a chance to explain, things would be different.

Instead, of saying sorry, he caused me pain, maybe, I deserve this. I could've cleared it all in the morning.

It's so painful :( :(

Ok, bye dairy, meet you tomorrow :)

Tears were, flowing through my eyes, like a stream. What, she wanted, in return, of my animalistic behaviour, A sorry? And, I caused her pain again.

I closed my, eyes when memories of that day, plopped infront of my eyes.

I woke up, rubbing my eyes, to find my girlfriend, missing from, beside me. I sighed, thinking about what I did to her yesterday night, feeling a bit guilty, at the same time, my mind demanding an answer, for why she lied to me?

I was getting up from the bed, when, a message, poped in her mobile screen, from an unknown number, saying," How're you? Jordan, got his eyes operation, just now!" I unlocked her mobile, and glared at the dp of the person, it was Mark's photo with Noah. I know, she has Noah's number, that means this's mark, who is texting her and not the first time, manytimes, exchanging love emojis. My anger took the best of me again. " That, b***h is cheating on ne, where, I was feeling guilty for, doing all that to her!" I clenched my jaw.

I went downstairs, wearing only my torso and saw her, cooking, in the kitchen. Her angelic figure, brown innocent eyes. Wait, what? Innocent, my butt.

My face was stone cold with an emotionless expression. I went into the kitchen, she looked at me and gave a warm smile but it soon, faded, when she marked my cold expression. I took threatening steps, towards her, and tugged a strand of her hair behind her ear. She relaxed under my convincing touch and I went to her back and caged her in my arms, wishpered close to her ears," Are you cheating on me?"

But my hand was moving under her, tank top, up to her breasts, she gasped.

"W..what?" She stuttered, suddenly becoming alert. "Ahh... Wha.. Ahh.. It's hurting, Liam, you can't.. ahh.. please, Liam!" She was begging me continuously. Ignoring her cries, after, I pierced her n*****s, with n****e rings, and pulling them out without unlocking, I pulled out my blood hand.

She was crying out of pain, then, holding her breasts and rushing, towards the door. When, I stopped her, she gave me a puzzle look.

"I'm hungry. Serve me, NOW!" I roared at her, she, gasped, at my sudden change of voice and without complaining, started arranging food for me.

She sat the table, and I said coldly," Come here, and eat with me!"

She nodded, instantly, and went to the kitchen, bought something for herself, too and sat their, but she wasn't able to eat, maybe for the pain. Blood stained her, top, but she ate patiently, holding back her tears.

After, having breakfast, I asked her to follow me. She didn't, say anything, just followed me. She was sobbing all this time. I took her to our room and asked her, to take her top off. She took it, off.

"Come here!" I patted my lap.

She climped on my lap, still looking down.

"Now, these disabled n*****s, won't stand for any guy, like the way, if u are not mine, then.. I won't let another, guy take you!" I wishpered in her ears.

I cleaned her wound and a placed, tight glued band aid on her n*****s.

She mumbled," Am sorry!" Looking down and tears falling on her palm.

"Stop it, you, b***h. I know you!" I roared and pulled off those band aids again, causing her her double pain.

"Ouch!" She leaned forward, clutching her chest.

This's the reward of your bitchiness.

I came back, at 8 pm and found her staring out the window, sotting near the window pane.

"What're you staring at their?" I asked, loosening my tie.

She gasped again, as if she was thinking something,"Nothing!" She wishpered and gave me a weak smile.

I sighed and replied," Come here, we need to talk!"

She nodded silently. She sat beside me.

" I took her phone, and saw her the number, who this f*****g guy?" I asked, my eyes darkening.

But her eyes, opened wide and she replied hurriedly," She is Noah! Let me show you!" She stretched her hand out, I looked at it suspiciously but gave her.

She dailed the number," Oh, God Maria, I was so worried, are you ok?" The female voice said, "Sorry to, use my this number to text, you my other number, ran out of balance."

"It's ok, am ok, well am a bit busy, ttyl, ok??" My baby, replied.

I felt guilty but instead of apologizing, I asked her," Why did you lied yesterday?"

"I didn't lied, to you."she scrolled something and faced her screen at me.

I was dumbfounded, I punished her without any reason, for these bitches did. I looked at her and hugged her, and wishpered to her," Sorry, baby! We should've talked this out first!"

She patted my back,"It's fine, just don't do it again." She smiled her best at me and hugged me back.

See, how foolish I was? I caused her, pain, but her sweetness never ended her love never faded and the result, she's lying lifeless on the hospital bed.