MY WIFE'S JOURNAL

My sweet!

What's the use of getting married? When I can't even save her, she and our baby, both are fighting the pain that I created. Do I ever deserve to be a father? I was never a Good husband, can I be a better father?

Questions of why, when and how, kept rising in my head and I was so sad, and guilty for not being able to protect my own people.

The person we call, better half, I wasn't able to protect myself, my better half, how am I going to think straight? She has to wake up and raise our child, or else I'll ruin my child's life too.

I went to the hospital canteen and ordered some coffee. That man looked at me pitifully and said,"Mr. I'm marking you're only having coffee, these few days! Have some thing to eat, or else you won't be able to take care of your wife properly!"

"I destroyed her life already, what else can I take care of?" I babbled incoherently.

He looked at me confused and said," Just remember! You've to take care of her!" He gave a toothy smile.

I patted his shoulder and smiled in pain at him and left the booth.

I went to that very same bench and sat there drinking my coffee.

A minute later, a pack of well suited man entered the hospital, followed by an old man, whom I call my father.

I sat there, ignoring his presence.

He came to me and sat there next to me and looked at me,"Are you my son?"

This question startled me,"No!" I snarled.

"I knew it! This wench did some black magic on you!" He stated frustrated.

"Father, watch your tongue, or else I'll forget you're my father!" I replied clenching my jaw.

"Haven't you already?" He asked.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Your mom's really ill! Come home with me!" He stated.

"Home? Whose home dad? Mine? Do you even know what this mine means? After, I got married this Mine means me and my wife! Are you ready to accept us both?" I asked clenching my teeth.

"Yes! Since she's pregnant with your child and you're so tough about getting married to this girl! I'll accept you with her but on one condition, if she dies, you'll marry Rihanna!" He replied.

I chuckled, looking at him in disbelief,"Are you for real, dad? You think you're in such state to put conditions!"

Father's expressions changed to a very caring one he looked into my eyes and patted my back,"Son, I don't have more days to argue with you, it's your life, I just always wanted you to live a beautiful life and a knowledgeable woman to stay by your side, to support you, care for you and love you and all these quality, I saw them in Rihanna, and the girl you call your wife is just really dumb and worthless, she doesn't even know what you like, what you wanted! She has her own problems that she need to deal with, how come can she take care of you? But now if you feel rhat she's the one, I'll accept her as your wife and our daughter in law, but if she dies leaving you in darkness, I won't be able to die a peaceful death myself!" The old man sighed.

He never spoke to me that way. Today, he let his heart out and let his intentions unveil.

I hugged him dearly and wishpered,"Dad! I can't promise you anything, but I'll return home, after, she gets back to her conciousness!"

"Ok son! Your mom, is waiting for you and your wife to comeback soon!" He patted my shoulder and left.

I sighed and opened her journal.

29/03/20: I can't believe, I was so busy these days!

Hey dairy,

Sorry I forgot about you!

You know, I experienced the best life these 2 days.

He was so careful, about everything.

He loved me, pampered me and today, he's going to surprise me!

He just said, that I should get ready with this lovely dress, for the evening.

Wait! Evening? Gosh! Dairy I need to get ready!

Byee, Have a beautiful day!

I closed my eyes, going back to that beautiful day.

She came down, walking down the stairs.

Her beautiful milky white skin, is being highlighted, by that red silk gown. Her eyes sparkling, with happiness.

Her lips smiling shyly. The dress was as if flowing wine on her skin, it looked so beautiful, so elegant. The dress was a red short silk gown, decorated with pearls with a slit near her thigh. I never allow her to wear such dress any where, because this scene is only for me! She's only mine! Her curves bouncing a little as she descends the stairs. Her hairs tied to a bun and the diamond set on her neck looked as gorgeous as the stars in the night sky.

She came to me and stood their shying.

"You look as beautiful as the rarest diamond, my love!" I kissed the back of her hand.

"Liam, You're the best thing, that ever happened to me! Stay this way! My sweet!" She blushed. She never used such words for me or maybe, I never did anything for her to use such words.

I used a black cloth to block her vision,"Li..liam!.." She stuttered.

"Shhhh.. No, my love! Hush! Let me help you!" Saying this I picked her up in my arms and made my way to our beautiful garden.

"Liam, atleast tell, where are we going?" She asked.

"Have some patience, sweetheart!" I replied with a smile.

I placed her carefully on the ground, like she's a delicate piece of precious jewelry.

"Li..." I put a finger on her lips.

"Shhh!!" I replied and opened her blind fold.

She was in a awe! I took the moment and knelt down infront of her and proposed her,"Will you marry me?" I opened the small ring box containing, the ring of my mother, that she gave to me, before, to propose the girl of my dream.

This ring was very special for our family, since it's the family heirloom and this ring has been passed from our ancestors to the daughter in law of the house from generations and I wanted to see this beautiful and precious ring, sparkling on my baby's delicate and beautiful finger.