Today is Emma's funeral. Cassidy, Noah, Jaden and I are all going. Sam couldn't make it because of family problems and we haven't heard from Katy. Cassidy and I both prepared speeches. My mom tried to make Josh make a speech but he says he was too emotional. In reality he felt bad for breaking up with her, so just like he is he's choosing to avoid the situation. "You ready"? Cassidy whispers, and I nod before we walk into the room. Noah is sitting in the front next to my mom. He has on a black button up with black pants and his black dress shoes. He sat there quiet and peacefully waiting for the service. I was hoping if he saw Jaden there wouldn't be problems because today would not be the day. I sit next to Noah and Cassidy takes a seat next to me. The funeral celebrant stands up and

