(Bexley)
I took one last look in the mirror, those green eyes staring back at me as I felt the guilt rising even more.
I couldn't even look at myself, I felt disgusted. I felt like a complete fraud and a woman pretending to be someone she's not..falling for someone who wasn't meant to be hers from the start. I will always live in Charlotte's shadow..but after this. I won't any longer, I refuse to.
"Bex, we can still back out of this.." Kristi offered, she had been watching the glam team like a hawk. She wouldn't even let Alysha in the room which I am grateful for. I don't think I can hear another thing about Charlotte and Gage..I just can't.
"I will be fine. It's just one more day, and then we can finally go home." I smiled at her sadly before glancing down at my hands. I refuse to
