Love Always Q

The Awakening of the Bond

Quan woke up to an intensifying headache. He rolled over careful not to wake the body lying beside him. At the moment he couldn’t understand why it was so important not to wake it………he didn’t even know who it was as he investigated the face of a girl, who he was unfamiliar with. He studied her face his eyes lingered on her tangled dark brown hair that spilled over her shoulder. The way the light shown onto her face she seemed to have a radiating glow around her. An aura of sunset colors. He leaned over and gently kissed the lips of this girl who was extremely appealing to him. It sparked a flash back of her laying on this bed with him on top of her with her moaning and him feeling the most exquisite pleasure…. inside her?

The flashback continued, and her sweet moans of pleasure turned into horrid screams of pain. The flashback suddenly came to an abrupt halt when she stirred in her sleep and their lips disconnected. He put his nose to her hair and smelled the smell of sweetness that lingered on it. There was another smell that smelt like pure heaven from above. A smell he that he realized lingered upon her whole body. A smell that radiated from her skin like the beautiful aura around her precious fragile body, from inside her. The more he smelled that smell the more it made him hungry, and eventually drove him wild.

He cautiously climbed on top of her. Careful not to wake her. He lifted her shirt. Something drew his attention to her stomach. He wasn’t sure what it was, but he noticed something was inside her. He had the strange urge to kiss it. So, he did. He looked up at her and saw a smile appear across her face. He kissed upwards and then lifted her bra and put one of her breasts in his mouth he teased her n****e with his tongue. Her moans the sounded off on que. Just like the flashback, the sound like liquid gold to his ears. It was all he needed to continue his sweet tyranny of her body.

“Take your shirt off.” Malia’s eyes shot open to the ragged voice that was unfamiliar. Startling her. Although unfamiliar, it was oddly rough yet soothing. The baritone making her ache between her thighs. Quan’s handsome face filled her view. Calming the initial freight, she felt. She did as she was told, and he removed her bra. She laid back down and brought his mouth to hers and kissed him with so much passion, a low growl sounding from his throat, his lips never parting. He looked at her with such intensity in his eyes it made a chill go up her spine. He gazed the aura around her. Swirling with the colors blue, green, pink, and red. It was beautiful to him. She wrapped her legs around his waist. He ran his hands up her thigh feeling her flesh. He squeezed her thigh. They kissed. And kissed. Until he couldn’t take it anymore. The s****l tension and attraction building up. The feeling of her small hands roaming up and down his body touching every muscle.

Her small stomach pressing against his abs. He reached down to her hip, sliding four fingers into her panties. Right before he ripped them off. She subtly jumped, surprised. His hands continued to roam her body. His fingers moved down to her pulsating insides he felt the wetness of her. He kissed her neck and that sweet smell that radiated from her came back and it came back 10x stronger.

It drove him wild. He slowly removed his finger and slid his boxers off before roughly entering her, noticing her reaction to the sudden penetration he slowed it down and became more gentle. He put his hand around her throat and kissed her cheek and then her neck. Instantly the smell that had been tormenting him became more of a thirst, he looked down at her throat and had the urge to sink his teeth into her neck.

Sharp fangs slowly protruded through his gums, gently he put his teeth against her skin. She felt the pain against her neck and opened her eyes to see Quan with Ocean Blue eyes and two sharp fangs. She screamed and pushed him off her. Suddenly he was back to reality. His eyes turned back to its usual brown eyes and his teeth retreated back to his gums.

She covered herself with the comforter as she stared at him. “What’s wrong?” he asked confused as to why she stared at him as if he was a stranger.

“Get away from me” she screamed at him.

“What wrong?” the way she screamed at him, caused the hairs on his arms to rise. Putting him on edge. He reached his hand to brush the hair out of her face. Almost instantaneously she recoiled back.

“Don’t touch me! Stay away from me” he slowly moved closer slowly trying to inch back above her body.

“What’s wrong with you?”

“What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with you?!” she slowly scooted back more.

“What are you doing? Come here ma” he reached for her and she jumped back almost falling off the bed, too quickly his arm shot out and grabbed her ankle. He realized he reached her a little too fast. But his attention was averted to her kicking at him. She kicked him in the face and he let her leg go but almost instantly grabbed the other ankle, with her hair sweeping the carpeted rug and face hanging mere inches from the floor. He gently let her down to the floor. She hopped up and ran into the closet.

Swinging his legs off the bed, he stalked right behind her. For every three of his steps only being one of hers. His large hand on the door and his foot in the doors small opening before she had a chance to close it. He threw the door open which caused her to fall back.

“Malia what the f**k is wrong with you! Why the hell are you running and s**t like im about to kill your ass or something.” His mind was everywhere. He didn’t know what was going on in her mind. All he knew was she was acting crazy as s**t right about now. And he was two seconds away from getting her looney ass some help if she kept this s**t up. She scooted until her back touched the wall, placing herself under the clothes that hung above her.

“Get up, Malia,” she buried her face into her arms as she sat in the fetal position. “Come talk to me, let me know what’s going on, I don’t know unless you tell me.” he slowly reached for her hand and she started to scream. Trying to kick at him but he caught her ankle once, yanking her out from under the clothes. She began to go crazy.

“Yo what the f**k is wrong with your ass. You bet not lose our f*****g baby Malia! You hear me!” he held her close until she he finally gave up and cried. “ma what the f**k is wrong with you? You over here going crazy and s**t. s**t. Calm the f**k down! Malia, I swear I don’t want to, but I will commit your ass! So, I need you to pull it together mama” his voice softened portraying the true concern he had for her. He held her tightly as she cried. He pulled her away from him, so he could look into her eyes. “Are you okay?” he asked with worried eyes. As she looked into his eyes, she realized he was back. She buried her face deep into his chest and nodded as she cried. He exhaled in relief. “what happened Malia?”

“I don’t know.” She sobbed knowing the truth would cause him to look at her crazy.

“Why were you running from me?”

“Because… I don’t know… you weren’t you. You had blue eyes and fangs and you were trying to bite me! I don’t know” he looked at her with confused eyes

“Ma what the f**k are you talking about? Listen to yourself. You probably were having a nightmare” “I don’t have dreams like that. I know what happened. Im not crazy”

He glared at her studying her face, trying to figure out how to handle this situation, then finally he asked “Seriously?”

“I don’t want to talk about it anymore”

“Don’t shut down on me ma.”

“I don’t want to talk about it” she said with tears lingering in her eyes. She was scared to go into his comforting arms like she usually would. Afraid of what she knew happened what she knew she saw. He sensed her paranoia. He watched her subtly get up and step over him to get out of the closet. He got up and pulled her back into his arms. Her back to his stomach. He felt her body tremble with what he knew was fear of his self. He wrapped his arms tight around her and kissed her forehead.

“You know I would never do anything to hurt you right?” she didn’t respond. His tone changed to a more protecting and caring tone “Malia…. No harm shall ever come to you while I walk this earth. That’s a Promise I will keep until the day I die”

She felt the finality in his tone through the baritone of his voice. It was as if the sound of his deep voice wrapped around her body and soothed her soul. As if it was an oath, he had just sworn to her. Her body relaxed into his. She felt his arms enclose tighter around her body. She felt at peace, no, this feeling was more like solace.

He felt tears fall on his arms. “Want to lay down?” he felt her body stiffen up just a bit. “you don’t have to if you don’t want to baby, but I have a headache and I want to go back to sleep”

“Okay” he walked over to the bed and watched her get into bed.

“Pass me my boxers babe” she gave them to him. He felt something on his arm and chest when he looked down, he noticed they were scratches from his beloved. “you dun scratched me up and s**t” he walked into the bathroom to clean off the blood and make sure he wasn’t bleeding anymore. When he was sure he wasn’t he went back into the bedroom and laid back down. He looked at her. She was already sleep or pretending. He kissed her cheek. And rolled over and went to sleep.

He woke up and looked at her. She was sleeping peacefully. He walked into the kitchen and got some orange juice out the refrigerator he poured some into the glass once he finished it, he started to get some apple juice but decided against it because he knew if he drunk it all, she would make him go get her some more. He put the glass in the sink and turned around to see her standing behind him she stood there unsure of what to do. “you alright?”

“Yea im okay” she looked down.

“You coming with me today?”

“I can’t im getting my nails and feet done”

“What time?”

“2” he wondered why she didn’t ask him to come with her.

“You can come with me I don’t have to be where im going until about 5 maybe a little earlier.” she nodded. And stepped to the side so she can get around her. “baby?” she looked at him

“Yes?”

“I love you.” she gave a weak smile and pretended to drink her juice. He left it alone and walked away. After he hopped out the shower, he dressed his self and as she walked passed him, he pulled her close.

“Can I have kiss?” she gently pecked him on the lips. “no, I want a real kiss.” she hesitantly leaned in and began to kiss him his arms went around her waist and eased down to her butt before lightly squeezing and then he gently lifting her up by it. The longer the kiss went on the more passionate it got. A moan escaped past her lips. She broke off the kiss with a deep sigh as she looked up into his eyes. “you good?”

“yea” she wrapped her legs tight around his waist as if telling him not to put her down yet. He held her tighter and kissed her a little more “I have to go take my shower” she said, and he gently put her down. He watched her walk away from him. She rounded the corner and went into the bathroom. He watched tv on the couch while he waited for her too get ready.

She came out about 45 minutes later he glanced up at her and asked, “you ready?”

“yes” she replied. He grabbed the keys and turned off the tv. She grabbed her purse and walked out the door and he followed. When they arrived, he sat in a chair and she gave him her purse and went straight to the lady to get her nails done. As he waited, he flipped through magazines and watched the movie that was playing in the shop. He looked over at Malia and watched as she interacted with everyone. She was a very kind person normally, as long as no one challenged her or pissed her off. He laughed to his self at the thought of what happened when they were at the mall and how quickly she caught an attitude. After about an hour she was finally finished, and he paid, and they left. Tired of the awkwardness between them he waited until they got in the car to say something. “Malia im tired of this s**t”

“What are you talking about?”

“You giving me the silent treatment acting like you scared of me” she turned her head and looked out the window “see what I mean you can’t even look at me. Look at me.” she ignored him once again “Malia look at me”

She continued to stare out the window and said “I don’t want to talk about it”

“Well we are going to. Right now.” she finally looked at him and the look in his eyes sent chills down her spine she could tell he was getting angry and decided not to test him. “talk to me.” he calmly asserted.

“I already told you what happened you don’t believe me it sounds like im f*****g losing my mind, but I know what I felt and saw” the desperate pleading look in her eyes told him she was serious, and she wanted so bad for him to believe her. She looked into his eyes and saw how hard for him to even come to terms with what she said. She slowly put her head back on the head rest and closed her eyes. He slid his hand over her thigh and brought his hand up to her face and traced his fingers along her jaw she opened her eyes and looked into his.

“No matter what ma im going to always love you. When you are going off about stupid s**t and when you get in your lil moods, when you are screaming my name over and over” He watched her bite her lip to keep from crying. She didn’t know why she wanted to cry but she did. He then licked his lips. Causing her attention to land on them. They were so perfect. So soft, inviting, and kissable. She could never get enough of his lips, or him to quite honest. “When you look at me like you are doing now ……your punk ass bet not cry.” he smiled tenderly, and she laughed as a tear slid slowly down her cheek and others followed. He got out the car and went over to the passenger’s side, opened the door, and slid her around so her body was facing him. “Baby you my rock, if your crazy ass think aliens abducted you and that’s their baby then im still going to love you, I may not 100% believe you but I will love you regardless of you being crazy because I fell in love with you and I accept all of you. You used to run games on dudes remember that s**t” she laughed “you use to use them for their money walk circles around these dudes. Yea I was hip to you ma and I even told myself I probably throw you a little something here and there but when that attitude made itself known I was like Oh Hell No! I would be damned if you would talk to me like that and eventually you calmed down a little, during the time it took me to get you that way I fell in love somewhere along the way even though we would cuss each other out every weekend and try to make each other fail along the way and You always starting s**t with other females” he quickly put his finger up to her mouth when she opened it to quiet her comment so he could continue “baby you don’t have to worry about none of them. Your here and they aren’t. I don’t have eyes for nobody but you. On everything you have my heart and you know that s**t. No female ever laid up in my crib and you up here living in it. You know how I felt about relationships and you got me to commit it’s the most serious I’ve ever been and im new to it so flaw me for my mistakes, but im trying my best babe I will never cheat on my wife and I never will believe that I have a reason to,

Look at us we aren’t perfect, but I love us just the way it we are. You don’t have to ask for money because I just give it to you. You stress me out with s**t like ‘oh you got me and some other female pregnant’” trying his best to mock her voice. She laughed at his imitation. “but I wouldn’t trade it in for the world. As far as im concerned what I got is worth much more.” he gazed into her eyes and she gazed back still crying he wiped a tear off her face “my mother even love you and she don’t usually like any of my female friends. Don’t you ever question my love for you after what I’m about to do”

she looked at him with questions forming on her tongue but before she could get any out he said “ I was going to wait later for this but after telling you everything like that now would be the perfect time” he smiled and kissed her lips as he slipped his hand in his pocket and took out a box. He then got down on his knee. “…. Malia, will you marry me?” she looked as if she was frozen in place as tears rolled down her face faster and she looked from his eyes to his hand where the box was. She didn’t remember when he opened it. But he did, and the ring was stunning. There he was on bended knee. With a beautiful ring and she couldn’t speak. She opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out not sure what would have if she did. She tried again, and a squeak of a voice came, and she quickly shut her mouth. “you okay Malia? Babe you don’t have to if you don’t want to” he began to get up and she quickly jumped out the trucks seat and into his arms. He caught her as she breathlessly whispered yes and then repeated it numerous times. His heart felt like it leaped out of his chest and did a somersault at her response.

He kissed her cheek she wrapped her legs around him and she began to cry. “Baby you are scaring me ma, what you crying so hard for you have me worried. Was it bad timing? Damn I knew I should have waited until later!”

“No” she whispered trying to keep her emotions under control “everything was perfect I love you so much!” he hugged her tight and she sank into his embrace as if needing this moment to carry on. “baby take me home” she bit her lip “and make love to me” he smiled.

“I can do that. I have to get something from the store right quick come on” he gently put her down and slipped the ring on her finger “Are we going to seal it with a kiss?” she asked still biting her lip. He pulled her close and kissed her so deep and tenderly she began to moan he was turning her on and making her wet.

“You better stop Malia because you know I’ll f**k you right here in front of your friends over there.” she looked up into his eyes, they held a promise that if she tried him, he would deliver. She glanced into the nail shop they previously exited from and saw everybody in the nail salon looking at them in awe. She backed up a bit “yea that’s what the f**k I thought, come on” he grabbed her hand and shut the door to the truck.

“Where are we going?”

“To the store”

“Is my face red?” and he looked at her and smiled

“Yes, baby you know it is” he kissed her forehead.

“I don’t want to go in then”

“Ma you too beautiful for me not to show you off” he put his arm around her and she snuggled close. After picking up wine, whipped cream, strawberries, pineapples, and honey from the store they left. While walking back to the car a lady that looked to be in her late 30’s but still had a youthful face approached them. They stopped walking when she stood in front of him.