CHAPTER FIVE.
Two months later, my husband's goods was released. Ever since then, we began to live peacefully. My hubby bad attitude towards me mellowed down. But already, I have tasted and see the difference between A and O. Justin's love for me grew deeper that he doesn't stay each day without seeing me. To me, I don't know whether it's love or not, but my feelings for him grow deeper that I went on dating him like never before. One thing I like most about him was that, he does it better than my hubby. In fact, Justin is fire when I it comes to knacking things.
Sometimes I feel it was real love because of what I felt inside. "I think am touching the sky. Ever since I met Justin, my life changed. My heart has never been the same, to the extent that I do became happy at a little thing. How can I go back. I can't live him, I love him so much" I said beeping tears. I was still r***d with thought when Justin called me. When i picked it, I noticed he wasn't speaking with a clear tune. When I asked him what the matter is, he said he was missing me. I was drawn with emotion, speaking to him from my heart. He began to cry, pleading to see me. I later promise to visit him the next day.
When i got to his house, Justin couldn't control his emotions, and of course he have me as usual. This is how I kept on wallowing in darkness thinking that I was on top of the world.
"Helen, i love you, I wish to spend all my life with you" Justin said. What baffled me the most was his determinations over me.
"Me too." I was responding with guilty conscience. It was my birthday. It happens that I and my hubby were born on the same month. So we do celebrate birthday at once. After celebrating our birthday on the 9th of December. I then decided to post our birthday pictures on social media. Few hours later, Justin called me wishing me happy birthday. I said "thanks" in appreciation. But when I was responding to him, I noticed some kind of loneliness in his voice.
"But.... I, he said and pause for a while.
"Justin, are you okay? I asked, to me I know he wasn't fine.
"Yes, I I..., I mean am fine."
"Are you sure?
"Yes, just missing you. I need to see you, can you come over?
"No, you know today was my birthday. I can't live my kids and my hubby."
"What did you mean? I have been lonely waiting for you so we celebrate your birthday together. Please were are you now? I miss you."
"Really? Well, I don't think i can come" I said and ended the call. The next day I went online, the first massage i received was Justin's voice note. I couldn't help it but cry. Tears couldn't let me breath. "What a world. Is this real? if i was not married, I would have said it is real. Or, maybe we were destined to be. But, it's too late" I said beeping tears whispered profusely. "I love him so much. My feelings for Justin has brought more confusion to my life. I dialed his number. When he picked it, what I could hear was whispers from his voice, "where are you Helen. I want to see you" In fact, it was as if we go deeper each day.
I was in my room when I heard the sound of a car. I Stared through the window, behold it was Justice. My heart began to pants, and i was scared panicking around the room. I picked my phone and called him, "hello Justin , I saw you outside my house, what are you doing in my house"? He said he stopped by to buy something". I felt releaf, Within some hours, I noticed he was still there pressing phone and staring at my house. Around 5 pm, I have to live the house to my friends house, because i was disorganized. Before I reach to the ending of my street to an unknown destination, I saw a beep in my phone. I have to switch off my phone because I want to make him believe that am no longer in my house. I later came back to my street watching him from a hidden corner. For almost one hour, i was standing there waiting for him to live before I could go back to my house. For where, he was there pressing phone, am pretty sure that he was trying to contact me. After an hour in saw him driving off. "Oh thank God" I said. So I went back to my house. I kept my phone on the table, removed my clothes, and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner