Guilty Love: A Story With Million Tears!

Side Effects Of First Crush.

With the school bag on my shoulder,watch on my wrist and million of thoughts about nats behaviour in my mind, i reached home. The normal routine day was followed by me like getting freshed, having some snacks with my family and then rest. But aside from my routine i was doing another work which can be define as "OVERTHINKING" I was actually thinking that what was happened between nats and arron, that made natasha so freak? Or will my name suits wid his? Or How will it sound "arron and aykiz''? There were uncountable thoughts and wishes in my mind on that day. I will never be able to describe the feeling of those days. When it was just a start of my teenage and i got my first crush on someone who is most popular boy among all the girls.

My family which includes my parents and a younger sister had some quality time, that night. Mumma and papa were sharing their old memories of schools and collages and this is the thing i love the most. I don't know why but i just love to listen about their era. So, i was listening to them very carefully like if someone is going to take my test about this! Moreover, in the end my father said to me "am not your father, am your friend and you can share anything you want, with me." This was not the first time my father said this, he used to say this often and i really consider him as a friend as he never ever stopped me for doing anything, he always supported my every decision just like my best friend moreover, he is the only father in this whole world who had never scolded his daughter.

When my father said that line i was just thinking to inform him about arron. But then i though that he(arron) is not that special to be get shared by papa. Although deep inside i knew that he is the most special for me and i am just feeling sort of uncomfortableness to share this wid papa..! At that night i was the one who didn't slept for a minute, because i was just too excited to go to school, to see him,to ask natasha about him and many other things were not letting my eyes to get close...!

Next day, i woke up, got freshed brushed my hair,took my watch and for the very first time i put my lipgloss on. For obvious reasons, as it was winter and my lips were paled, also it was looking good on me and i literally wanted to get noticed by him today. At around 7:30 i reached my school and the classes were started at about 8:00.

In between the maths class,

nats murmured in my ear "why are you wearing gloss?"

I murmured back " am i not permissable to do so?" Her face was worth noticing at that time,

"your gloss will go in vain, he is absent." Nats said, with the touch of saracasm in her voice.

And i don't know what happened to me, because just after hearing this i actually rubbed my gloss completely with my Handkerchief and nats was like, "why the hell are you doing this, you were looking pretty!"

And in such a dramatic way i said "i don't want to let anyone see me pretty accept for him. Moreover, stop your rubbish talks, let me concentrate on maths."

"Oh! Am i stopping you from studies?, Am stopping you from liking that guy." Nats said.

I ignored her advice again and in order to stop her i said " i need to talk to you in the break. So, just sit properly we have to discuss a big thing in break."

In our next class of social science, i and natasha were listening to ms. Himanshi explaining us about the Harappan civilization. Natasha was just about to sleep as it was history but before she could, i slapped her and to be honest the slap was quite hard.

"Are you crazy? Why are you slapping me?" Said natasha aggressively.

"You will know the answer, just see who is standing in the right side of ms. Himanshi!" I said.

"Why this rascal is here?, Am sorry aykiz. I really didn't saw him anywhere since i reached school. I don't know how arron suddenly came up." She said with a calm voice.

"Oh! Is that so?i hate you nats! You know am looking too worse, what if he notice me?" I said.

"Don't be silly why will he notice you. He will not, Just stop worrying and keep your focus on this Harappa." She said while laughing.

"My feelings are joke to you, aren't they?" I said with saracasm.

"Of course not aykiz, but am telling the truth. Because i don't want you to get hurted by the lies or by this silly boy." Said natasha

"Cut the crap. Teacher is noticing us. Let we just left this topic until break-time."

Now, when i remind all those things, i just feel embarrassed that how can someone overthink, the way i did, How can someone get crush on a guy suddenly, the way i had. Well, that all was the part of my life, The part of my memories and the part of my tears..!