I didn’t sleep.
I closed my eyes. I lay still. I counted breaths until the numbers blurred together—but sleep never came. Every time I drifted too close, that warmth flared beneath my ribs, sharp enough to pull me back.
It wasn’t pain.
That was the unsettling part.
It felt like awareness.
Like something inside me was paying attention.
By morning, my head ached and my nerves felt stretched thin. I gave up pretending rest was possible and got up while the sky was still pale, the pack quiet.
Cold water on my face didn’t help much, but it kept me moving. I dressed without care, pulling on boots and a jacket before slipping out of the house.
The air was sharp, biting. It grounded me.
I walked without direction again, feet carrying me where my mind didn’t want to go. I knew where I was headed long before I reached the edge of town, and I hated myself a little for not turning back.
The forest waited.
It always did.
I stopped just before the tree line, heart thudding. The memory of last night pressed close—the dark, the fear, the way I should have felt alone but hadn’t.
“Get it together,” I muttered.
I stepped forward.
The woods were quiet, but not empty. Leaves crunched beneath my boots. Somewhere above, a bird took flight. I walked deeper than I meant to, following no path at all, until the familiar sounds of Red Hollow faded behind me.
That was when the warmth shifted.
It moved.
Not physically—nothing so simple—but it focused, drawing tight like a held breath.
I froze.
“You’re not subtle,” a voice said calmly.
I spun, pulse roaring in my ears.
He stood a few feet away, leaning against a tree like he’d been there all along. Same dark clothes as before. Same unreadable expression. His eyes caught the light filtering through the branches, sharp and intent.
“You,” I breathed.
He straightened slightly. “You came back.”
“I didn’t come for you,” I snapped, defensive instinct flaring.
“Of course not.”
Something about the way he said it—without sarcasm, without challenge—made my chest tighten.
“What do you want?” I demanded.
He studied me for a moment. “To make sure you’re still breathing.”
I blinked. “What?”
“You didn’t look great last night.”
I crossed my arms. “That’s none of your business.”
“No,” he agreed. “But it became mine the moment you didn’t collapse.”
My jaw clenched. “You keep talking like you know something I don’t.”
“I do.”
That shouldn’t have scared me.
It did.
I took a step back. “Then say it.”
He hesitated, gaze flicking briefly to the trees around us, as if checking for eavesdroppers.
“Not here,” he said.
“Then where?”
“Somewhere you won’t be overheard.”
I laughed harshly. “You think I’m just going to follow you?”
“No,” he said. “I think you already decided to.”
I hated that he was right.
We didn’t go far—just deeper into the forest, to a small clearing where the light broke through in uneven patches. The air felt different there. Still.
He stopped and turned to face me fully.
“Tell me,” he said, “what did you feel when your Alpha rejected you?”
The question hit like a slap.
“Excuse me?”
“Don’t lie,” he said quietly. “I felt it too.”
My stomach dropped. “That’s impossible.”
“Is it?”
I shook my head. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Then explain why your heartbeat spiked when I said his name.”
I opened my mouth—and froze.
He tilted his head slightly. “There it is.”
“Stay out of my head,” I snapped.
“I’m not in it,” he said. “That’s the problem.”
The warmth flared, stronger now, responding to his presence. I pressed my hand to my chest instinctively.
“What’s happening to me?” I whispered.
He watched me closely, something like caution creeping into his expression. “Your body is adjusting.”
“To what?”
He exhaled slowly. “To the bond that didn’t break.”
The world tilted.
“That’s not possible,” I said. “He rejected me. I felt it snap.”
“You felt something snap,” he corrected. “That doesn’t mean it was the bond.”
I shook my head harder. “You don’t get to rewrite what happened.”
“I’m not rewriting it,” he said. “I’m telling you the part no one else will.”
My chest felt tight. “Why?”
“Because if you don’t understand it, it’ll tear you apart.”
Silence fell between us, heavy and charged.
Finally, I asked, “Who are you?”
He hesitated just long enough to matter.
“Kael knows me,” he said.
That sent a chill through me.
“Of course he does,” I muttered.
“He didn’t expect me to come back,” the man added.
I laughed weakly. “Why does that not surprise me?”
“He’s afraid,” the man said bluntly.
I stiffened. “Kael doesn’t get afraid.”
The man’s mouth curved slightly. “Everyone does. Especially Alphas who think they’re in control.”
I should’ve defended him.
I didn’t.
“What does this have to do with me?” I asked.
“Everything,” he said. “You’re the variable.”
“I’m nothing special.”
“That’s where you’re wrong.”
The warmth surged again, this time almost painful.
I gasped, doubling over slightly.
He was at my side instantly, hand hovering near my shoulder but not touching. “Easy.”
“Don’t—” I hissed, then stopped as the sensation eased under his voice alone.
I stared at him, breathless. “What did you just do?”
“Nothing,” he said. “You did.”
That scared me more than anything else he’d said.
I straightened slowly. “You still haven’t told me your name.”
He held my gaze. “Names have weight.”
“I don’t care.”
A beat.
“Riven,” he said.
The name settled into me like a stone dropped into deep water.
“I don’t trust you,” I told him.
“Good,” Riven said. “You shouldn’t.”
I let out a shaky laugh. “Then why am I still standing here?”
“Because part of you already knows this isn’t over,” he said. “And because Kael isn’t telling you the truth.”
Anger flared hot and sudden. “About what?”
Riven’s eyes darkened. “About why he rejected you.”
My heart slammed against my ribs.
“Say it,” I demanded.
“He didn’t reject you because he didn’t want you,” Riven said slowly. “He rejected you because keeping you would have broken something far older than either of you.”
My vision blurred. “You’re lying.”
“I wish I were.”
The forest seemed to press in around us, the air thick with unsaid things.
I swallowed. “Then why didn’t he tell me?”
Riven looked almost… sad.
“Because Alphas don’t like admitting when they’re not the strongest thing in the room.”
I stepped back, shaking my head. “I don’t want to hear this.”
“You need to.”
“I don’t.”
“You will,” he said, voice firm now. “Because whether you like it or not, Lena, you’re tied to something that doesn’t obey pack law.”
My blood ran cold.
“What something?”
Riven met my eyes.
“Me.”
The warmth flared once more, undeniable, answering him like a truth my body had known long before my mind caught up.
I turned and ran.
I didn’t stop until the trees thinned and the edge of town came back into view. My lungs burned, heart racing.
Riven didn’t follow.
That scared me more than if he had.
That night, Kael showed up again.
This time, I didn’t open the door.
I stood on the other side of it, hand pressed flat to the wood, listening to his breathing.
“I know you felt it,” he said quietly.
I closed my eyes.
“You don’t get to decide what I feel anymore,” I replied.
A pause.
“I was trying to protect you.”
“From what?” I whispered.
Silence.
That told me everything.