The next three days were agony. I tried hard to hide myself from everyone and to pretend that I was okay when I wasn't. Nox came in a couple of times a day when he wasn't busy. I refused to show him my face, telling him I was poorly and on my monthly cycle. He didn't push me after that, he came in to chat to me about his day, he was sweet that way. I had missed 3 days of training, I couldn't see Ethan being okay with that. Ciara and Tiff would try and get me to work with them, doing chores, insisting that I couldn't just wallow around in bed, I needed to stay active. I managed to convince everyone I was fine. I was scared incase somebody would see me, see my hideous face. I covered it up by hiding under the covers whenever anyone came in. It was slowly healing, I would shower every

