Too thick to be sexy

Chapter 16

A month later.....

My life had changed so much over this pass month I used to be a straight A student now I am barely getting a c ever since my grandmother pass away everything went down hill smoke won't even look at me No more I try to talk to him but he won't listen . I think the most f**k up s**t out of it all. Was I wasn't. Even invited to my ow grandmothers funeral Because of my dad's father's Pettiness and Right after that he kicked me out of my grandmother's house and sold all her things in the house so i couldn't get anything of hers that was in the house. So i been living with smoke till i find a house with the left over money in my account which was enough for me to buy ten houses because from all the money my father put in it over the years i took his name off the account so he would decided to take the money out

"mommy can you open tis "

I smiled looking at kj he held up a small bottle of apple juice I grabbed it from his small hand and open it and handed it back to him he smiled and took a sip of it"kj baby don't make a mess mommy just cleaned up OK " he nodded making his curls fall onto his face " otay mommy me won't make mess "

He ran to the couch and sat down while drinking his juice and watch bubble guppies

I looked at my laptop scrolling looking for a apartments in my price range i wasn't going go over board with the house it was just me so i gave myself a limit " mommy me made a mess I sorry "

I sighed and turn to see that he was soaked with apple juice I got up and put my laptop on the couch "it OK baby come lets go take a bath"

I grabbed his hand and went to his bathroom in his room I turned on the bath and put bubbles in and his bath toys Then went his room and seen him watching TVs naked on the floor I laughed then went to his dresser to pick him out some clothes

" Kj what pajamas do you want to wear "

He got up and came over to me and looked in his draw Then he pointed to the Batman pajamas I got them and threw then on top of his crib then picked him up and put in tub. I heard the front door open and slam hard I knew that smoke was back but I just continued To wash Kj hair while he played with his toys

I felt someone stare at the back of my head I turned and seen smoke leaned on the door frame staring at me " why is my couch wet" i looked at him surprised he started talking to me "Kj spilled apple juice " he stayed quieted for a while" I want it cleaned"

I didn't say anything I just kept washing Kj up"daddy can I have more Apple juice " i wet his hair "No -" smoke cut me off " Yeah after you get out of the tub "

I looked at smoke and shook my head

"yay!"

I snatched the towel off the sink wrapped it around KJ and got him out of the tub I walked past smoke bumping him in the process

after Kj was sleep I went into smokes room and seen him smoking a blunt while watch TV "what the f**k is you problem with me when I say No to Kj you don't turn around and say Yes "

He looked at me and rolled his eyes

first of all watch your tune it down when you talking to me And secondly he is my son I say Yes to him if I want

I nodded tapping my foot on the ground" the day he called me mommy was the day he became my son even you even said it so don't play that my son s**t on me"

He put the blunt in his ashtray and came close to me and pushed me to the wall" you should of thought of that s**t before you try to kill your self what if you had died what was I supposed to say if he asked were you where so till you prove to me I can trust you again you get No Right to say that he's your son OK