RUBBY'S POV
I sat curled up against the door my arms wrapped tightly around myself as the car sped through the streets. My body shook as I sobbed quietly, why was I so unlucky?
First, it was Nolan, after three years of obsession, now it's Alex, just when I thought I was getting happy, but he had just seen me as a toy too all along.
But why was I so hurt? I knew this wasn't real; I knew from the beginning that what Alex and I had was nothing more than an arrangement; it was just a contract. It was purely built on convenience not feelings. So why do I feel as though my heart has been ripped apart? Why Is my heart this hurt? I even felt worse compared to when I found out about Nolan's infidelity.
But it's just an arrangement, why does it hurt so bad? I whispered.
"You talking to me?" Th
