RUBBY'S POV
"Oh Josh," I whispered, "please don't do this." I felt he could probably hear my heart hammering against my chest.
"I don't want to be late," he answered, staring at me so hard that I felt he could see my soul.
"I would ask again next month, I just want to make sure nobody steals you from me before then. Please be my Val."
I suddenly felt a huge lump in my throat that refused to go down; I swallowed hard countless times, yet nothing.
Josh still stared at me, waiting for a response; he was so patient with me that I felt I was doing the wrong thing.
But what was the right thing?
My heart longed for Alex even though I was scared to admit it, yet Josh had crawled his way into my heart as well. Never had I ever been this confused.
What if, I thought, what if Alex asked me
