RUBBY'S POV "What!" I exclaimed, staring at Josh, while my heart pounded. This was the least of the things I wanted to hear now. "Another condition please," I pouted my lips and joined my palm. He didn't say a word, he just shook his head in response. My whole being screamed at me to refuse, but the more I thought about it, the more guilt I felt. He had helped me, given me a place to stay and even believed me, yet all I've ever done was think the worst of him. Maybe, I thought, I could use this way to apologize. "Josh," I called out gently. He raised an eyebrow. "What are you scared of? I've got a balloon bed; I could use it while you use the other one. I just want your company tonight. I'm not a bad person I swear, but if you insist, I won't force you." I bit my lower lips as he

