My Heart broken
862 Words
Its been several months since my daughter died. I sit here staring at the silver urn. That had her name on it.
My baby girl. Is really gone . I've been a wreck. I've only seen red. I painted the town red. Killed Everyone that came in my way.
Been searching for that ghost that killed five of my family members. The more I sit here. The more I think it's not in the states. I need to call my bestfriend and see if Luca will let me come by. I need to clear my head. That's surely is the place I needed to be at.
In several months time I'll be heading to Russia . Sebastian needs to go back home. He's been devastated. He cared about my daughter. Hell he even wanted to marry her.
Now, Its been eight months. I sent him home today with a message to his father. That I'm coming there. I needed to clear my head. If I stay here much longer. I'll go crazy. My daughter was my rock. She was everything to me.
Negan hasn't been the same. He only see the job. He's staying here and watching over our family. He knows I needed to clear my head. I finally found her and lost her. All in the same year.
She had a hard life and now she's in heaven.
That breaks my heart. I'll never hug her again.
I stood up from my desk walking over to the window. Pulling out my phone. Calling my friend Luca.
It rung three times. When he picked up.He answered, "Hello bro. It's been a long time. My son told me a month ago that you're coming here."
I smiled and replied, "Yeah I need this man. It's been hell since she's been gone. I lost a piece of my heart. When that doctor brought me that silver urn. To this day. I've been hoping that it's not true. Every day goes by. It gets harder.
When are you coming bro?
My flight leaves in four days. I'll be there by this weekend. I need to clear my head and go drinking with you.
Bro I have someone here that wants to meet you. She's missed you so much. Plus her daughter would love to meet you to. Do you remember Victoria. She has a daughter name Alaina. Maybe she can keep your mind off of things.
Yeah I've missed Victoria. But I didn't know she had a daughter. Well that would definitely keep my mind off of things. How's your son doing?
Well I introduced Sebastian to Alaina. He likes her alot but I know he loved Angel. I told him he needed to get married.
I know bro. I understand. I hope she's a lovely girl. Sebastian needs a woman. I was hoping that we were finally going to be family.
Bro you know we will still be family if you marry my brothers step sister Victoria. I know we're not real brother and sister but I consider her as one.
I do need a wife. I always had a crush on her and I knew she did me too. When I moved to the states I lost contact with her because your family moved back to Russia and I moved to the States.
I know bro. We didn't talk for a while until I went to the states with my father to meet your father. That's when we became best friends again.
Victoria and Alaina is coming over to meet Sebastian. So we can set this marriage up. I'll see you this Saturday. See ya.
See you bro. I hung up my phone. I walked back over to my desk sitting down. Finishing up my work. Before I hand it over to my brother. I need a break. All this is messing with my head.
I leaned back in my chair looking at the wall. When I stared at a picture of a Mafia Family. When it hit me. I know who killed my daughter. I'm not sure but I need to talk to Luca first.
He'll know exactly what I'm talking about. I smirked and said, "Revenge will be sweet. Everyone of you will pay for killing my family. Five members of my family is dead and now your whole family will see there fate."
I picked up my pen and finished my work. Then I got up and headed to my bed. I needed sleep. I didn't really care about eating. I'll eat later. Now is sleep. I took off my clothes throwing them into the hamper and stepping into a hot shower. I washed myself off and the washed my hair. I rinsed off getting out. Drying off. Looking into the mirror. I shook my head and walked into the bedroom naked.
I pulled back the covers and got in. Turning over closing my eyes. Praying that the nightmare will go away.
It's about the day . I lost my heart. My daughter. Angel. Good night baby girl. Bro watch out for my daughter . She needs you. Then I closed my eyes and let the darkness consume me.
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