ancient mystique

chapter 2

Just like a typical love stories, thinking he's just acting. From thousands of book i once read, i already encountered this scene. The boy was just acting that he's carring nor lovable but deep inside he's just trying to be cool. He's try'na be cool, well he looks like a fool to me. What was he trying to do? To fool me out? I'm done. ---

 "Alright class we have a camp this saturday, tomorrow. This camp is a talent camp, all class was invited to join unforcedly. We're searching for all students has a potential talent to show regional. To all school's and also has a wide oportunity to be world wide famous, talented student. It'll be tomorrow at eight in the morning. Bring all your own materials to be presented on stage in here at school, y'all need to fill up this form so that we're informed on talents you have, I'll give you the half of the day to decide so this afternoon we don't have a class, i hope you guys understand if you have a question you're free to ask" as my teacher discussed. 

 I'm not in, I need to help mom on gardening or grandma on selling. However, I don't have a talent to show. I had the half of the day to help my mom and whole day tomorrow. School bell rings as that rude boy again shouted my name and ran bound to me. "Join, tomorrow" he said  "Seriously? She don't have any talent to show" as Zorah responded with one eybrow up. I shrugged as he looked at me and walked away. I heard Zorah laughed with her friends. I gotta go, at least i had a time to work. Well, Zorah? I'm just letting her be, I'm not a president to say she's wrong, in fact, those words hurts but my papa thought me not to reimburse tho.  "Hangeki wa kotaede wa arimasen....Karuma wa...Sono shigoto o shimasu" I whispered on my way.  I heard Zack yelled my name as I glanced to see all students surround us looked at him. I ignored and walked again. I felt his presence on the side of me taking his way to block me, I'm at that point that I'm out of control from walking fort. I bumped my head to his chest, my world seemed to stop when i accidentally looked at his eyes, my heart beats fast, I used to take one step to escape but his hands on my shoulders seemed to block me from getting out of my place. He slowly leaned his body through mine and wrap his arms around me. I was dull brained that time my heart beats more faster and faster until I can't take it anymore. I pushed him hard to get of me and ran away, he tried to chase me but i quickly escaped from school. I realized that he's vanished on my eyes so that i walked normal again until a sound of an iron scratched at my ears with a voice yelling, it's him again. He grabbed my bag and put it in the basket in frong of his bicycle, also grabbed my hand that made me sat on. He started to pedal."You're such a hard to get, and sensitive" he said and chuckled.  "You think so?" I replied with a smirk. "No one can got me that fast" "Really?"  "Mm yeah"  "I like you" he said What a fool. I said no one can get me that fast and I don't wanna go, I don't wanna down low, I don't want to walk this earth, if I gotta do it, solo. Is he getting serious? I was getting nervous. Boy you got me hooked to something. Wait, No! But... This feeling that can't explain, his moves that got me fall from, wondering if this was real or he's just fooling me, if he want a play well, I'm not in. That itch on my heart, i started to feel it, when he call name. He stopped but I'm literally stuck on what i feel. I'm dult on what he's making me feel. I'm getting fool and nervous He gave me my bag and looked away so i quickly took it ang run. I hide at the side of my house and secretly looked at him, I saw him deeply sighted kicked his bicycle, i think he's thinking too much. He looks serious as he was, he ran trough my house as as i got much more nervous he passed at me and tapped the wood plank covering me to make him stop running and cornered me. His brown eyes starring at me like a spell, his serious expression. "Close your eyes" He said as he slowly leaned a kiss on my forehead.  "I wish you take it seriously" He ran away after saying that. I was dullbrained bereft on the side with an air scourged at me, it just feels like I'm inside that rosy love, spinning me around. I walked slowly but still dullbrained, I used to get off it but I can't, it was such a spell that can't be removed, like my naynay ince said— love is a spell that can't be broke at first, you need to enter it so that you'll feel something, untill it falls you and drown,trust will be tested and need to be proven. It maybe break, it'll break you down at last, that's when you feel that love is not true but in the end, love is still in there, when you're eyes was already wide opened. I slapped my own face to wake up back to reality, I stood up as a Nixie as what i was like I'm a normal person ignoring everybody, i need to get over it, I'm scared to fall in love, cuz I can't. I'm not ready to fall, I'm not ready to enter love, and still don't know what it literally feels, as freak