Lost.
Confused.
Torn.
That was me as I shuffled in the long, unending corridors of the hospital. I did not like how my residency was turning out. The things that were happening. The things that were being said. I did not like any of that. I had not signed for any of that. All I wanted was to complete my residency in peace and freaking go on my way to save lives! To whatever depths my passion would take me, that is all I wanted. Ever! Why was life being such a mess?
And shame?
That hit me tenfold. I scorned the things that I was being associated with. And I despised that even if I wanted to untangle myself from some, I just could not. Like Dr. Aldrich…he was a nightmare that was threatening to shake my world to the ground. At some point, I stopped to wonder, wasn’t I the same person wh
