RAFAEL I needed to speak to her. I had to speak to her or I wouldn’t be able to focus. I wanted to speak to her. If I didn’t I wouldn’t be able to sleep. She has been in my head, invading my sleep and I could barely get past a day without not wanting to see her. After what happened that day, I haven’t been able to forget her. I wanted her like the air I needed to breathe. What happened that day has made it hard for me not to want to see her. After she walked away that night, she avoided me, refusing to come closer, and had warned me sternly to stay away but while she said those words, I didn’t take it seriously. It was as if she was saying one thing and doing the other. One minute I could read her and the next minute I could not read her. I wanted her close. I wanted to make things

